A special world for you and me

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

The Beauty Within Your Precious Green Eyes

The Beauty Within Your Precious Green Eyes
Brings This World Darling, To Only You And I.

It Brings Comfort, And Ignites My Hearts Fire
Into A Sea Of Waves, With Passionate Desires.

Beyond Your Eyes, A Exquisite Beauty Exists
Place Your Hand In Mine And Caress My Lips.

It’s A Feeling Of Knowing, You Feel True Love
Emotions So Intense Only A Heart Dreams Of.

Lost So Deep Within The Beauty Of Your Eyes
Their Beautiful As The Stars Above You And I.

It’s The Beauty, Within Your Green Eyes I See
That Truly Let’s Me Know, You Are All I Need.

LOVE AN ILLUSION!

LOVE AN ILLUSION!


True Love sometimes, is just an Illusion,
Keeps the follower, in a state of delusion!
Destorys the peace, creates confusion,
Without providing a working solution!


State of true love is pure like ablution,
Spreads in the body with subtle diffusion!
The lover keeps following his heart's intuition,
Only to find he's got nothing to fruition!



The lover lives life of utter seclusion,
Shuns all the company to the beloved's exclusion!
True love they say is two hearts' fusion,
Lucky are those who reach that conclusion!

You're my man, my mighty king

You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

I took your love for granted

I took your love for granted,
Could not see through my blind eyes,
I did not know how much I loved you,
Now, in pain, I realize.

You've found someone, I know you, Love,
But the flame you lit burns on,
I've really got to let you go,
I must accept... you're gone.

I wish I could just rewind time
To how it was before,
But however much she loves you now,
I will always love you more.

On the wings of an eagle

On the wings of an eagle,
My love for you flies.
Soaring higher and higher,
And touching the skies.

I reached up above,
And pulled a star from the sky.
To place it within,
Your precious minds eye.

To dwell there forever,
As my love for you.
On the wings of our love,
Enduring and true.

I honor you my darling,
With all that I am.
Please darling please,
Will you be my man?

There are so many things,
My heart wants to say.
I love you sweetheart,
There is no other way.

As my lips were taking your name

As my lips were taking your name,
With the loss of my heart to blame,
It was you who had ignited the flame,
And started this dangerous game!

With cuts deep to the bone
To the dogs my body was thrown,
As the color of my blood has shown,
My love's boundaries are unknown!

As I lay on the street disposed,
With the nature of this world exposed,
It was only love that I proposed,
To which the world was opposed!

My love survived somehow,
With the world taking a bow,
Nothing could stop us now,
From going on and taking the vow!

And when the moment of truth came,
I was completely inside your frame,
A total unknown you became,
Scarring my life with shame!

Hurt is a small word for me,
I loved you as love could be!
Though cruel as you may wish to see,
You and I will never be 'We'!!

_________________

For the first time I felt

For the first time I felt
this true love in my heart
it is buried so deep
and that I would always keep

All through the darkest night
you’re the brightest star in my sight
always been at my side
even in a grisly fright

You clothe me when I shiver
with your ever warm embrace
you’re the moon that lights my way
that makes me feel very gay

You wipe the tears on my cheeks
the tears of joy that I’ve seek
and it’s you, my love, my divine
That makes me shine so bright

You’re the sun in my sky
staring at me with all your might
guiding me with your ever shining light

For the first time in my life
I found my love and my life
without you I will cry
for you my love I will die!

Dance of A Soldier's Wife

Dance of A
Soldier's Wife
His homecoming is sweet yet sorrowful
For she knows of his return
To the land of harm and danger
But true love never learns
Never learns how to ignore the butterflies
Or forget the way he smiles
How to disregard the endless longing for
The man who was waiting at the end of the aisle
The crowds disperse as he appears
And she gazes upon his face
The months have been long without his kiss
And his warm and gentle embrace
The time they spend will be short-lived
But of this they will not speak
They’ll get lost in the love that they share
Not the reality of the few short weeks
He worries for her happiness
He fears her lonesome nights
She reassures him that she’s true and loyal
While the man she loves continues to fight
Their home is full of memories
To keep her going while he’s gone
She lines the pillows in her empty bed
Before she braves the dawn
She whispers into the frosty air
“I’ll love you all my life…”
Then faces the day ahead of her –
The dance of a soldier’s wife

The Light of Stars

The Light of Stars

THE NIGHT is come, but not too soon;
And sinking silently,
All silently, the little moon
Drops down behind the sky.

There is no light in earth or heaven
But the cold light of stars;
And the first watch of night is given
To the red planet Mars.

Is it the tender star of love?
The star of love and dreams?
Oh no! from that blue tent above
A hero’s armor gleams.

And earnest thoughts within me rise,
When I behold afar,
Suspended in the evening skies,
The shield of that red star.

O star of strength! I see thee stand
And smile upon my pain;
Thou beckonest with thy mailed hand,
And I am strong again.

Within my breast there is no light
But the cold light of stars;
I give the first watch of the night
To the red planet Mars.

The star of the unconquered will,
He rises in my breast,
Serene, and resolute, and still,
And calm, and self-possessed.

And thou, too, whosoe’er thou art,
That readest this brief psalm,
As one by one thy hopes depart,
Be resolute and calm.

Oh, fear not in a world like this,
And thou shalt know erelong,
Know how sublime a thing it is
To suffer and be strong.

_________________

Can We Still Be Friends

Can We Still Be Friends?
by Kathleen Sheppard
I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand

_________________

I Thought You Said Forever

I Thought You Said Forever?

What does forever mean to you?
When you couldn’t even keep it true
You said were you’d forever be there
But were those just words pulled from thin air?
Did you actually love me?
Did you really see the feelings I see?
The truth, the love, the loyal tears
The betrayal, hate, and the fear
I thought you felt the same
That you would cover me in the rain
I thought forever and always was forever
But now there’s not an us…never
You said you’d always be there for me
But now I truly see
That you never saw the feelings in my soul
Now you’ve pierced my heart with a hole
But my heart has healed
Now I have friends that are real
And you're gone out of my life
Unable to pierce me with the heartbreaking knives
I thought forever was forever not just a word
But I guess that’s not what I heard…

Now i quit my fantasy

NOW I QUIT MY FANTASY
..(AN OBESERVATION OF PIGEONS)


The next leader is somewhere in the last lines.
He will take his turn to reign for just a single small round,
not far away from the roof from where
they have taken off.
Hard to recognize him!
The musical chairs continues without any
turmoil or quarrel.

(Leader of just a single small round is in fact no leader.)

It's wonderful to see the world without leaders; my fantasy. But
when these peaceful pigeons close their eyes on attack and
humbly get themselves pierced and shared ,
I have to quit my fantasy admitting
leaders are vital anyhow. And
should I still tell you how a leader must be?

Who in my eyes came beautiful

Who in my eyes came beautiful?
Dressed in loyalty ,an aim beautiful

When asked , “ How do I look? ”
Amazed, I said, “So d*mn beautiful!”

When asked,“ What are you living for?”
Instantly I named a name beautiful

My wrong request earned a big no
How sounded that “D*mn!” beautiful

When stumbled on the unsure road
Towards me ,a hand came beautiful

The Kiss

The Kiss
Even all those years ago
I can still remember
exactly how I felt
as my father lifted me
above that open
wooden box.

I have an image
imprinted
of the face that greeted me:
wan and wax like
lying there motionless
as if it were part
of an adult game.

There in a drawn-curtained room,
I can still feel the hand
that pushed my head down
and ordered me to kiss
the expressionless face
of a man...

who in the half dark
looked a bit like
my Grandfather.

If I could tell you

If I could tell you....
If I could tell you
What you mean to me
Yet my heart feels blue
My lips stay sealed
I should stay away
So nothing’s revealed

If I could tell you
What I feel deep inside
Yet I feel such a fool
My head does know
You deserve more
My feelings can’t show

If I could tell you
How much I really care
Yet it hurts its true
My eyes can clearly see
While yours are blind
You’ll always mean the world to me

Going through our memories

Going through our memories
that's always what I do
coz that's all you've left me
just memories of you

looking at your pictures
just makes me smile
coz looking at you
makes my life worthwhile

in my dreams, I wish
that you're always there
we'll never be apart
we'll be together forever

but now I must accept
that now, you are gone
but in my heart
you're still my only one

My love is just for you

My love is just for you,
Though I'm not sure how to start,
I only know, my Jaan,
You have become my heart.
You are the essence of my being,
The soul mate of my soul,
We may be two, but we are one,
Two halves that are made whole.
God in all His wisdom,
Picked the time and picked the place,
For us to meet each other,
Eye to eye and face to face.
I cannot measure how much I love you,
Though depth and breadth both come to mind,
The height to which you've lifted me,
No way can I define.
I'll whisper words of love to you,
Or, indeed, I'll shout them out,
A gift you are, by grace, to me,
You are the heartbeat of my heart.
I wish that I could give you
Much more than I will take,
That's not possible, my Jaan,
The scales will not equate.
You are the cause of my existence,
The reason I am here,
I dedicate my song and self,
To you with love, my dear.
love Ya.

Your eyes

Your eyes

which first held me captivated

where I stood.



Your smile

to dazzle the sun

and warm every corner of my soul.



Your voice

like a sparkling mountain stream

which flows into my heart.



Your walk

and the way your gracefulness

takes my breath away.



Your hair

about which I dreamed

cascading into my face

as you leaned over me.



Your hands

whose caress I crave

to hold my face

in their tenderness.



Your arms

I long to have around my neck

as you pull me close

to your warmth.

Most of all

everything you are

changed the way I feel about my life.

I love you.

I think of you often

_________________

You're never alone, I'm always near

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

I need to know if you’re my true friend

I need to know if you’re my true friend,
will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my secrets deep,
and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?
We are neither of us without our flaws,
can you accept mine as I will yours?
I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue,
will you be there for me when I need you?
No matter how busy I will make time for you,
if you are busy will you make time for me too?
I will take your hand and comfort your tears,
will you hold me and soothe my fears?
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,
can we share that even across many miles?
I will not forget what’s important to you,
will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my most favourite things I’ll share,
If only I know do you truly care?
If you can accept me as I do you,
then I will know you are a friend most true

My heart has flown from my chest

My heart has flown from my chest ,
I think, in the dream , it saw a fairy,
Whose beauty has made it a slave,
My untiring search has borne no fruit.
If someone happens to see an object,
Emitting the rays of dejection and rage,
Please detain it as the prisoner of love,
And send it back to me by post or mail.
Believe me, oh the people of the world,!
Without it , I have become quite harsh,
Nothing can dilute the severity of mind,
Nothing can give my words, a lovely tone.
Never in my life, I felt so helpless,
What answer, I must give to those,?
Who demand my heart from far and wide,
How I must tell them ‘it is no more with me

Alone all alone

Alone, all alone

Am I needed in this world?

I am afraid, I have to say no.
No one loves me."Yes," not even my family.
In search of a compassionate soul, where
I should go?


Days move on, seasons change and year pass by,
sitting lonely in a dark corner I face
Hardships of life alone,
"yes" all alone.

"Why you made me so unlucky, God?"
In a sepulchural tone I complain.
Love, as important as water and air
Why you made my life devoid of it,
cold and plain?
"Love is life" they say. Tell me, you have to,
what is this that I am living alone?
"Yes" all alone.

Will ever be able to feel the warmth of love?
I wonder, looking at the sky, as if pleading.
I hear no answer, nothing at all
Not even a ray of hope, to keep my
heart from bleeding.
I realize, though in a hard way,
The fact, the ultimate truth,
I will die as I was born,
"Yes" all alone

________________

I Never Planned To Fall In Love With You

I Never Planned To Fall In Love With
You..
But There Was Nothing Much I
Could Do..
Coz
When I Looked At Your Pretty Face..
I Knew My Heart Finally Found A
Place..
Where It Would Be Loved Like Never
Before..
And
That Love Would Grow Forever More..
I Don’t Care Where This Path May Lead,
Coz
Your Love Is All That I Will Ever Need.

_________________

Every time you hurt me

Every time you hurt me,
but, i don't get angry with you.
Every time it pains,
but, i don't say a word to you.
Every time you say sorry,
i forgive you on the spot.
Because..
Every time you make a mistake,
i punish myself
. .
.
That's how much I Love You

You make me laugh when I want to cry

You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
You’re my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I'm with you time flies by fast.
It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don't want it to be any other way.

give me reason

give me reason
give me reason
let me live
let me live
i wanna hide in lives rush
i wanna get misplace in crowd
i wanna stay happy without reason
i wanna smile without reason
i want life
i want myself
giv me life
give me life
let me live
let me live

I heard your voice

I heard your voice

My heart burst like fire

He was standing in front of me

I don’t know

I was shy, or I was crying

He cleaned my tear,

And took my hand,

And put it on his heart,

Took promise from me

To never leave him,

I was starring ,with yelling eyes,

Questioning him,

Where were you?

Where was your love?

When I was crying alone

When I was missing you

at every moment,

when I was all alone

where were your promise?

Tear fell from his eyes

He hugged me, nd say

I was here,

in ur heart,

I was always with u my love

I love you since I saw you,

Since we met,

We smiled and promise to

Never Leave eachother,

And started walking in an

Endless road

With destiny in our hands.

_________________

Yes Love really is blind

Yes Love really is blind,
It leaves the victim out of his Mind!
Being the sin of a very different kind,
You just can't get out of it,
It'll Leave you in such a bind!

No matter how hard you try,
You'll always be left Behind!

Don't get trapped by the initial sweetness,
As looks do decieve, it is not at all Kind!

As you loose the sense of place and time,
You don't realise that your'e in for a grind!

Blind Love

Blind Love
Blinded by love...And now realized it..
I have so much love to give
So much of which you have received
But guess everything just leaked
Coz a wrong person I picked

Lots of people around me
Appreciated and love me
But I haven’t given love back
Coz I was busy following your track

I didn’t notice people around me
Coz you’re the only one I see
You were the center of my life
Like the string that holds the kite

I love you; the only thing in my mind
That’s why I’ve been so blind
So for such a very long time
I didn’t notice the many signs

I was living in a world of imagination
Everything I believed was my creation
I was so dumb believing
That we were both loving

After realizing those things
I look back from the beginning
Which those are true?
Coz I haven’t got a single clue

It really does hurt so much
Not receiving the love back
I thought appreciation would do
But you didn’t even give that too

I wish I didn’t even met you
If you’ll hurt me like you do
I wish I didn’t let me fall
So you didn’t played me like ball

_________________

Broken promises

Broken promises,

lies and no remorse

from him.

My marriage is on a

dangerous course.

Thirty-one years

I was blinded by love.

Now the truth

mocks me,

shocks me.

I thought it was

his illness that

made him,

but I found out,

now that he is well,

that selfishness was

all him.

Crassness was

all him.

My love is hurled

into confusion and

disillusion.

My only hope now is

freedom.

_________________

Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes

Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes
That they behold and see not what they see?
They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
Yet what the best is, take the worst to be.
If eyes corrupt by overpartial looks,
Be anchored in the bay where all men ride,
Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forgèd hooks,
Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
Why should my heart think that a several plot
Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not
To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
And to this false plague are they now transferred.

I've fallen in love with your thoughts I read everyday

I've fallen in love with your thoughts I read everyday,
I feel the passion of your love in every word you say.


Your words are like my shield at times I feel pain,
There is something special in you,
I just can't explain.


You are like an angel sent from above,
A friend who is there to share an unendless love.
As our friendship become deeper,
I fall more for you,
sometimes I come to ponder, is what I'm feeling true?


No face to be seen, No voice to be heard,
Only the fact that I read your every word.
I had fallen for you but is this really right?
Only your words I see, no person in my sight.


Must our love remain with only words to read?
No face to see? No words to hear?
Probably this is destined by the Lord above,
A gift no one can judge, our blind love.


_________________

Just for your love I lost all my sleep

Just for your love I lost all my sleep,
You never realised how my love was deep!

I gave you my heart forever yours to keep,
I climbed all the mountains, no matter how steep!

I didn't care at all that who saw me weep,
My heart shrieked its loudest but you didn't hear a beep!

My dreams all you slaughtered just like the sheep,
As if they were rubbish you threw them on a heap!

To me your smile was priceless, to you my heart was cheap,
I died taking your name, while you were asleep!

We're living in a time where, infidelity is 'the norm

We're living in a time where, infidelity is 'the norm
A broken heart must face, storm after storm!

Where true love has no meaning, any shape or form,
What was once a private home, has now become a dorm!

And your heart will be broken, with no hope of reform,
As you're living in this world, to this rule you must conform!

No matter what the odds are, you just have to perform,
Your ship broken and sunk ,you must swim through the storm!

If you don't want pain and sorrow, to your heart you must inform,
Get inside of the earth, or get crushed like a worm!

They say love is blind and you made this true

They say love is blind and you made this true.
I never got to place you in a outfit either pink or blue.
Never rocked you in my arms as you quietly slept.
Not one tear did i get to dry as you sadly wept.

I loved you none the less with all of my heart.
My world crashing down when we were torn apart.
I dream of you wrapped in a blanket of a white angel wing.
The lullaby you hear is the comfort I wanted to bring.

I still hold you everyday the only way i know how.
God doesn't take my love for you this much he does allow.
It is as stong as it would have been if I would have seen you.
After my journey in life is done I will carry my love through.

It will carry me straight to you, you will never be hard to find.
We will be together and I will hold the love that was blind.
Looking into eyes that are mine that show a soul I made.
I will place you upon my chest where you always should have laid.

They say love is blind and you made this come true.
I will place you in an outfit either pink or blue.
I will rock you in my arms as you quietly sleep.
I will dry your tears as you happily weep.

_________________

As we finish our part in this world's play

As we finish our part in this world's play,
Its for the moment of meeting you that I forever pray!
May the blind love take me to you on the judgement day,
For it is you whom, have I kept all the world at bay!


I'll run,I 'll walk, I'll crawl no matter come what may,
I'll catch up with you no matter who comes in fray!
As I stumble and stagger towards your way,
I'll clear all the hurdles that the destiny may lay!

To me it doesn't matter whether you're white,black or grey,
Nor does it matter to me what the world has to say!
Nothing quantifies in my heart, the length of your stay,
For me your soul matters,.....not your body of clay!

An Entrapment

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

If I could have just one wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

masoom bachpan

گرميوں ميں جب سب گھر والے سو جاتےتھے
دھوپ کي اُنگلي تھام کے ہم چل پڑتے تھے
ہميں پرندے کتنے پيار سے تکتے تھے
ھم جب ان کے سامنے پاني رکھتے تھے
موت ہميں اپني اّ غوش ميں چھپاتي تھي
قبرستان ميں جا کر کھيلا کرتے تھے
رستے ميں اِک ان پڑھ دريا پڑتا تھا
جس سے گزر کر پڑھنے جايا کرتے تھے
جيسے سورج اّ کر پياس بجھائے گا
صبح سويرے ايسے پاني بھرتے تھے
اُڑنا ھم کو اتنا اچھا لگتا تھا
چڑياں پکڑ کر اُن کو چوما کرتے تھے
تتلياں ہم پر بيٹھا کرتيں تھيں
ھم پھولوں سے اتنے ملتے جلتے تھے
ملي تھي يہ جواني ھم کو رستے ميں
 ھم تو گھر سے بچپن اوڑھ کے نکلے تھے
بچپن کے دُ کھ کتنے اچھے تھے
تب تو صرف کھلونے ٹوٹا کرتے تھے
وہ خوشياں بھي جانے کيسي خوشياں تھيں
تتلي کے پر نُوچ کے اُچھلا کرتے تھے
مار کے پاؤں ہم بارش کے پاني ميں
اپني ناؤ آپ ڈبويا کرتے تھے
چھوٹے تھے تو مِکرو فريب بھي چھوٹے تھے
دانہ ڈال کے چڑيا پکڑا کرتے تھے
اب تو اِک آنسو بھي رُسوا کر جائے
بچپن ميں جي بھر کے رُويا کرتے تھے
خُوشبو کے اُڑتے ہي کيوں مرجھايا پھول
کتنے بھولے پن سے پوچھا کرتے تھے
کھيل کود کے دن بھر اپني ٹولي ميں
رات کو ماں کي گُود ميں سويا کرتے تھے

suno tum ishq jaise hoo

سنو
تم عشق جیسے ہو
بہت سچے
بہت اجلے
ہمیشہ اتنے گہرے کہ
تمہاری کھوج میں نکلیں تو اپنی سمت کا رستہ بھی کھو جائے
تمہیں کیسے کوئی سمجھے
تمہیں کیسے کوئی پائے

.سنو
تم عشق جیسے ہو
بہت سچے
بہت اجلے

I love the way you look at me

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

A gentle word like a spark of light

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling, My Life.

A stranger you were once

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Love is the greatest feeling

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

I love you so deeply

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

When you love someone so deep inside

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

Cruel World

Cruel World

My tears ran like autumn rain
When cupids love was slain
In my heart there was only pain
I turn my back upon the world.

My world was shattered
When I lost all that mattered
And my dreams were scattered
I turn my back upon the world.

My heart has been broken
Her love for me was only token
All her promises now forsaken
I turn my back upon the world.

The loss of my hearts desire
Cold embers where once was fire
To love again I can only aspire
I turn my back upon the world.

But with head high I went forward
Feeling not a little awkward
And I found my just reward
When I went again into the world.

Though my love ended in tears
It's never as dark as it appears
I've put aside my darkest Fears
And I must go again out into the world.

Now back from the brink of madness
With Only distant memories of Sadness
My heart no resounds in gladness
Now I'm back again into the world.

I lie on the ground

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We talk through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space.

You're my angel in the night

You're my angel in the night
you're everything i think of
everything i dream of.
Yours is the voice i hear when
The moon steals the day.

Yours is the voice
i hear when the sun sneaks
in to warm me.
When my heart aches with lifes pains,
you are my angel.

I never expected someone like you.
Someone kind and loving as you.
You snuck into my life like a true
angel in the night.
Loving you is the only thing that
brought me this far.

Cuz' your my angel in the night.

The blind love makes one do, some stupid things

The blind love makes one do, some stupid things,
It gives him the feeling of flying without wings!
To the tune of sweet love, as the fallen one swings,
He gets only pleasure, even on harshest of stings!


On a slim thread of hope, as the dear life clings,
Only the fallen knows, what joy to him it brings!
As his heart becomes bound by invisible strings,
He becomes slave.. to the beloved's feelings!


As he longs for those moments of the special meetings,
Nothing can stop him, not even thorny beatings!
As the love-tales have no ends... only beginnings,
He loses his life but... takes all the winnings!

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The Face Of A Cheater

The Face Of A Cheater

Last night I looked into the face of a cheater
A face that held a look I know so well.

A look of disturbance yet
A look of calmness too.

With each attempt to bend the truth
This look again appeared before me.

Recovery is a difficult process
That requires both to be open and honest.

I am not receiving honesty in all communications
And so again I have to make a decision.

Do I go forward with recovery
Or is there a new decision on the horizon?

My desire for the face to fade
Is stronger than my pain.

Hours, days and weeks go by
My heart and mind lead the way.

As long as the face fades
My choice will be to stay.

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