How Can An Angel Break My Heart

How Can An Angel Break My Heart
When I Have Loved Her From The Start

She Said She Cared For Me, And She'll Always Be There
Now I Am The One Who's Blue, This Isn't Fair

Dreams That I Had To Spend My Life With You
Now I Know They Wont Come True

Cant Sleep At Nights Cant Help To Cry
I Know I Cant Forget You, Then Why Do I Try?

I Know I Have To Go On, Go On And Live Without You
I Think Of My Life Now, Girl! It Was All About You

Now Im Alone, All Alone In The Rain
With Tears In My Eyes, And Myself to Blame

The Beautiful Times That We Spent Together
To Me The Memories Will Last Forever...

White Rose

White Rose

In the storm
Stands the white rose
tumultuous waves
of destruction abound her

Yet tall is the white rose
strong in the face
Of the sensed doom around her
And she does not bow down

Pure is the white rose
In the compost earth
growing eternal strength
in the nights that so hurt

I see not the white rose
She is so far away
But I long to protect her
But only the words can I say

So I send her my words
And my poets heart
To help her when
there is hope to see her through

Be Strong little flower
Your heart will guide true
And as long as you want
I will always talk to you

got a dozen roses

got a dozen roses,
From a friend the other day,
But I only have one left,
For I gave them all away.

I gave one to my sister,
Who to me is very dear,
In hopes that it will bring to her
A little floral cheer.

I took one to a friend
Who's not feeling very well;
The flower or the visit
Which helped more ... I could not tell.

One went to a friend
I haven't known for very long;
She struggles ... so in some small way
I hope this helps her carry on.

The rest went to the ones
Who've helped me in so many ways;
They have been a cheerful presence
On my very dreary days.

The roses were so pretty
I just could not keep them all,
Except one single bud standing
Beautiful and tall.

My friend gave me the flowers
To help brighten up my day,
But the biggest joy I received
Was in giving them away

Dreams, Wishes, and Tears

Dreams, Wishes, and Tears........

If dreams were given to a lonely man
and a lonely man's dreams came true,
I'd force myself to sleep all the time
just so I could dream of you

If wishes were given to a lonely man
and I was given just two,
I'd wish for you to always love me
and the other I'd give to you

If my tears could write a love song
I'd write a love song for you,
It would explain just how I feel inside
and how much I love you too

But, dreams are only dreams
and wishes seldom come true,
My tears can't write a love song,
but when they fall, they fall for you

It's too late

It's too late

To the one who got away
Permanently clouding my days,
There's just one thing left to say,
To the one who I didn't know
If my feelings would ever grow,
There's just one thing left to show,
To the one who was always there,
But at times it seemed like I just didn't care,
There's just one thing left to share,
To that girl who taught me how to love
All things in life just because,
There's just one thing left to solve,
My heart and soul were always with you,
And though it's too late, I still want to say I loved you

Knife of the heart

Knife of the heart

I wish I could tell you how I feel,
My love for you is very real.
It will never bend,
It will never break,
You are my piece of fate.
Why do I cry over something so great???
That is something I can?t calculate.
If two never becomes one,
My heart will forever be done.
When you look me in the eyes,
It makes me want to cry.
Because I know you?re not mine yet,
Trust me; my heart isn?t letting me forget.
You are my sunshine,
I want you to be mine.

I hope Its not too Late

I hope Its not too Late

I hope it's not too late to tell you now,
But I know that it's late,
And the chances of you feeling the same
Are really small.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
I'm sorry I was too blind..
Too scared to see how much you truly meant to me..
And still do..
There isn't a day I don't think of you
And not a night I don't pray..
For things to go back to the way they were before
For us to go back to the way we used to be
There isn't a star in the sky I haven't wished on
To make things right again..
To make you come back?
I hope it's not too late..

Sweet Memory

Sweet Memory

Walking alone
I see a shadow on the ground
My heart pounding
Turning, the shadows gone
As the winds blows
I hear your voice
Looking around
You are nowhere to be seen
Closing my eyes
I feel the heat of your touch
I feel your breath with the touch of your lips
I jump at the touch of your fingertips
I open my eyes and I cry
For you are gone
just a sweet memory

This Lonely Hell

This Lonely Hell

As I wish upon the north star
Thousands of pictures pass through my mind
Laying in a soft bed you left behind
Our world so close yet so far
Memories of laughter and a deep pain
Slow tears every night I cry
My life you slowly drained
Remembering as the days slowly drift by
I can still feel your warm embrace
Praying every day you are happy and well
Everyday I slowly forget your face
God delivers me from this lonely hell
I pray for strength from God above
Only time will bring me my one true love

Her world

Her world

all the hours late at night
with no one around to hold her tight
needing someone there to help
when nothing but a pillow's felt
she lays in the dark where no one can see
all the marks her eyes leave with little keys
to unlock her heart and let in the love
to look as beautiful and peaceful as that morning dove
she closes her eyes and feels the cold
with no one, no one there to hold
she cries at night and wonders why
all the pain stays so deep inside
she needs someone there just to hear
of all the sadness, anger, and fear
for her to have and her to hold
forever and ever 'til her body runs cold

Shattered Dreams

Shattered Dreams

People come and people go,
But ones for sure of what I know
Nothing stays
Nothing lasts
I wish my life could be a blast
To shed a tear
To laugh a laugh,
But that to me is one big fear.
There is no love, no happiness
I am I suppose to live like this
I can?t be me
Won?t be set free
All I need is thee, "o" thee!

Love and hate

Love and hate

I thought we had forever
I guess I was wrong
now I'm sitting here
singing my sad song
you said that you loved me
I believed it was true
but what about my best friend
guess you loved her too
a best friend, a good lover
was all that I had
that's all that it took
to make a good thing go bad

Everyday Angel

Everyday Angel

Friendship takes me over
With her soft beautiful hands
She has a face of an angel
And huge hazel eyes that stare at me
She moves around me so quick
yet so graceful
Sometime I feel that her heavenly while light
Will blind me
I try to close my eyes
But she won't let me
She whispers softly telling me
"you won't get hurt this time."
I listen and she takes me into her grasp
As we go through our ups and downs
I feel as if I'm flying without wings.

I love the way you look at me

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

There's so much I can't say

There's so much I can't say

When I look into your eyes
I'm worried you'll reject me
and hurt my foolish pride
Each day this love grows stronger
but I could never let you know
There's so much behind my smile
that I could never show
I'd hold you for a lifetime,
if you would let me in
I'd love you like no other,
but you don't understand
Each time I see you
you are holding her
The pain is like a knife
cutting deep into my soul
So I'll dream of us together
of just how it could be
And all that you are
will remain a part of me

The nights are long The days so sad

The nights are long
The days so sad
Not knowing what we lost
Not knowing what I had

I think of you for hours
Your I just can't kiss
You're the one I want
You're the one I'd miss

Although we talk of friendship
I always think of love
Hoping we could have more
Not just a friendly shove

You tell me of your problems
I listen with open ears
I'd like to tell you mine
But I'll always have fears

I had closed the door upon my heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
and wouldn't let anyone in
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
but that would never happen again

I had locked the door and tossed the key
as hard, and as far as I could
Love would never enter there again
My heart was closed for good

Then you came into my life
and made me change my mind
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find

That's when you held out your hand
and proved to me I was wrong
Inside your palm was the key to my heart
you had it all along

Only you can see into my heart

Only you can see into my heart
And know how I feel.
And I love you for that.
I have from the start.

Only you can love me for me
And not worry about anyone else
Or what they think
Its what you see.

Only you can look into my eyes
And know the truth from a lie.
You know me
And you know all my cries.
Only you can touch me in that way
And make me feel special
You let me know who I am
And that, that’s the way I should stay.

Only you can hear me in that way
You listen to all the problems I’ve been dealt
And without me explaining
You know how I felt.

Only you can love me in this way
Only you can accept what you see
And only you-
Can be loved by me.

I was afraid to tell you

I was afraid to tell you
But I am in love
I am in love with you silly
We are friends

You said we were friends
Nothing more to you?
It was before
Kim must be great

Remember last year?
When we were in love
I screwed that up though
It was my fault

We dont talk these days
Why not?
I see you in school
It's just not enough

I wish you were mine
I never told you though
We are just friends to you
To me you are more

You were my friend
I like you now
Am I in love though?
Yes I must be

You probably never knew
I had never guessed
But it's my own fault
We need to talk

I need to tell you
Before I explode!
I love you friend
I love you a lot.

Friendship is an everlasting love

Friendship is an everlasting love
Friendship will take you far
Friendship is love with no laws
Friendship is all about hugs
Friendship is to care
Friendship is to share

Friendship can be worn like a sweater
Friendship is warm in cold weather
Friendship cools the soul where it will mourn no more
Friendship is the greatest
Friendship can never be faded
Friendship is not taken forsake
Friendship is an everlasting love

This day will last forever in the pages of my mind

This day will last forever in the pages of my mind,
This time will live forever because in my heart you'll find.
The love I feel for you my friend,
I'll cherish throughout my life,
I want you to know I'll miss you,
But your memory will forever remain,
In the pages of my mind.

We shared laughter and tears,
We've made each other smile,
And I'll remember you,
No matter how far the mile.
You are so very special to me,
And keep this thought in mind,
That you will FOREVER remain
In the pages of my mind.

The other day I was crying

The other day I was crying,
and you reassured me I'd be ok.

And that things never stay the same,
so things will defiantly change some day.

The other day I was hurting,
because I tripped and broozed my arm.

But you kissed the pain far away,
and said I will protect you from all harm.

The other day I was laughing,
because you love to make people feel good.

And you said that your purpose in life,
was to make people happy like they should.

The other day I was smiling,
because I was thinking about you.

Thinking of you and the beauty inside,
doing anything at all to help people get through.

The other day I was thanking you,
and I was surprised when you asked why.

When taking your hands in my heart,
and then with a single tear of joy you sigh.

The other day I finally realized,
how amazingly beautiful you really are.

shining your light on the whole world,
and within my heart you will never be far.

May you always have work for your hands to do

May you always have work for your hands to do.
May your pockets hold always a coin or two.
May the sun shine bright on your windowpane.
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain.

May the hand of a friend always be with you.
May gladness fill your heart to forever fulfill you.
May the sun shine, all day long,
everything go right, and nothing wrong.

May those you love bring love back to you,
and may all the wishes you wish come true!

May you always have walls for the winds,
a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire,
laughter to cheer you, those you love near you,
and all your heart might desire.

May flowers always line your path
and sunshine light your day.
May songbirds serenade you
every step along the way.

May a rainbow run beside you
in a sky that's always blue.
And may happiness fill your heart
each day your whole life through.

These secrets we share

These secrets we share,
I'll hold on tight.
Anything you tell me,
Will be locked in my heart.
Do not worry,
For I am a man of honor.
Our faded secrets are yet to be know.

As the years go on,
Our friendship grows stronger.
We trust each other with everything.
There is nothing we can't and won't hide,
Our friendship is once again..
Faded secrets are yet to be know.

I trust you my dearest friends,
I see you trust me as well.
You never have to worry about other
finding out,
For your secrets are safe with me.

Whatever you need I'll receive

Whatever you need I'll receive.
I'll be there to provide you things.

Just like all those times we've been together.
you are very dear to me.You should know

you've been true to me and thats a fact no doubt
about it. No need to scream or shout I'll be there.

Through the struggles and the pain
you will soon regain, the strength to do what you

were fighting for. The truth and strength
are with you in pain. Please don't be upset

because I'm here for you. Life is harsh, but you'll
find a way.Remember I'm here with you during the

moments of pain.
What I'm trying to say is I"ll be there with you.

No one else just me. Thats who!

Time is

Time is
Too Slow for those who Wait
Too Swift for those who Fear
Too Long for those who Grieve
Too Short for those who Rejoice
But for those who Love
Time is not.

Life isn't about keeping score

Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have.
Or how accepted you are.
Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone.
It isn't about who you're dating,
who you used to date,
how many people you've dated,
or if you haven't been with anyone at all.
It isn't about who you have kissed.
It isn't about who your family is or
how much money they have.
Or what kind of car you drive.
Or where you are sent to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are.
Or what clothes you wear,
what shoes you ahve one,
or what kind of music you listen to.
It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black or brown.
Or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Not about what grades you get,
how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are,
or how smart standardized tests say you are.
It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport.
It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper
and seeing who will 'accept the written you'.

LIFE JUST ISN'T

But, life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully.
It's about keeping or betraying trust.
It's about friendship, used as a sancity or a weapon.
It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It's about what judgements you pass and why.
And who your judgements are spread to.
It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention.
It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.
It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it.
But, most of all,
it's about using your life to touch or poison
other people's hearts in such a way
that could have have never occured alone.
Only you choose the way those hearts are affected,
and those choices are what life's all about

Promise yourself

Promise yourself.
To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet,
To make all your friends feel that there is something to them,
To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true,
To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best,
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own,
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future,
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile,
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others,
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble

No Clue

No Clue

MY TOP FRIEND, MY ONLY SISTER
WE WERE ALWAYS TOGETHER BUT NOW I MISS HER
HAVING SUCH A CLOSE FRIENDHSIP, IT'S HARD TO LET HER GO.
SHE'S LEAVING US ALL AND DOESN'T EVEN KNOW.
HE'S SWEPT HER OFF HER OWN TWO FEET.
WHEN I WALK INTO HER HOUSE SHE NVER THERE TO GREET.
SHE'S NEVER HOMW AND BLOWS THE GOOD TIMES AWAY.
IT MAKES ME MAD, BUT IT'S STILL THOUGHT ABOUT NIGHT AFTER DAY.
I HAVE HAD THE PATIENCE TO TALK TO HER, BUT HER HEART IS GONE
SHE ROLLS HER EYES AND DENIES THAT NONE OF THIS IS GOING ON.
HER WEEKEND NIGHTS ARE SPENT DIFFERENT THEN MINE.
PROVED SHE'S CHANGED BUT ONLY THE FIRST SIGN.
ALL FRIENDSHIPS HAVE THIER BAD AND GOOD.
OURS WAS DIFFERENT... IT NEVER WOULD.
MANY YEARS AGO WE FOUGHT THROUGH THE SAME HASSLES.
THOUGH, I THOUGHT WE'D BE TOGETHER TILL THE DAY WE BOUGHT OUR TASSELS.
MAYBE WE WILL. AT THIS TIMES NO ONE'S TO KNOW.
I'LL UNITE THE BOND WE SHARED AND WATCH HER GO.
THERE'S NOT MUCH I CAN DO OR BEGIN TO SAY.
BUT I AM SO SURE WE'LL MEET UP SOME OTHER DAY

I Give To You

I Give To You

I Give To You
A fire to light inside your heart,
to feel the warm embers glow.
A piece of the sun's warm rays,
to bask in it's fiery show.

I Give To You
A piece of a rainbow to color your
world, when all seems totally gray.
Some roses for the sweet perfume,
to kiss your senses with its bouquet.

I Give To You
A sprinkling of some twinkling
stars, to wish upon at night.
The morning dew to kiss the day.
To bask in it's delight.

I Give To You
A summer's breeze to caress your
face, to show that someone cares.
The sweet song of the nightingale, to
remind you that they're always there.

I Give To You
My lasting friendship, always true.
A gift of love to hold inside,
whenever you feel blue, or just
because you need a friend.
This friend, that will always
be there for you!

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

YOU?VE TAUGHT ME MUCH

YOU?VE TAUGHT ME MUCH

I never grasped the true beauty of the sky,
Until I saw its image in your eye,
Of true beauty I?d only heard,
Till you cam fluttering like a bird,
The twittering of birds never felt so sweet,
Life was never such a treat,
I never knew happiness? true power,
Until I saw you smiling like a flower,
I never thought that eyes could shine,
Until yours brightened the world of mine,
Of true love I?d never learnt,
Before some time with you I spent
I never knew its true value,
Until I saw the innocence in you,
My life was in dreadful chaos,
Before you brought this peaceful pause,
You taught me honesty, by your simple ways,
You really truly changed my days.

have you ever fallen in LOVE

have you ever fallen in LOVE,
but knew they didnt care?
have you ever felt like crying
but knew you`d get NOWHERE?
have you ever watched them walk away..
not wanting them to go?
and whispered "i love you" softly..
not wanting them to know?
you cried all night in MiSERY
and almost went insane.
there`s nothing in this world
that causes so much pain.

i could have my wishes

i could have my wishes
if wishes did come truei would wish for happiness
and a longful life for you

Iwould wish for laughter
and fill your life with song
then ask for peace and joy and love
to follow you all day long

Then i would ask for peaceful rest
to visit you at night
and that your every morning
dawn shimmering and bright

I would ask for nothing
to give back to my self
as long as you are happy
i want for nothing else

For just to see contentment
on your face and know you are fine
would truly satisfy me
and bring joy to this heart of mine

If i could have my wishes
if wishes did come true
i would wish for the sun moon and the stars
and i would give them al to you

love!has set me free

love!has set me free

I never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.
And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.
Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.
My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free

A strong woman

A strong woman

is one who feels deeply
and loves fiercely.
Her tears flow just
as abundantly as her laughter.
She is not afraid to be afraid.

A strong woman
is both soft and powerful.
She takes compliments to heart
and treats herself
like the queen that she is.
A strong woman
is equally visionary and decisive.
She is able to hope
when things look hopeless.
She is both practical and spiritual.
A strong woman
in her essence
is a gift to all the world.

A precious little Angel

A precious little Angel
Sitting in her shining gown
She looks into your eyes
Quietly without a sound

There's a wonderful peace
That's lingering everywhere
It's a comfort to your soul
As you feel it in the air

This precious little Angel
Will stay by your side
Watching over your steps
Catching the tears you've cried

Lilies pure white float over the water

Lilies pure white float over the water,
we admire the blooms in the noonday sun;
the love we both share is so very much warmer
because you and I are one.

Look at the hills beyond the green valley
It is God's glory. His will has been done.
Heather of purple ~ O sight to be seen
and children are having such fun.

Across open meadows together we saunter
Golden coins, silver coins...we have none.
Wealth and riches only introduce trauma.
All I need in my life is my own cherished one.

Blinded by love

Blinded by love
How could he do this to her?
she loved him with all her heart
and she watched helplessly
as he slowly tore it apart

she loved him so much
she gave him her all
and he still didn't love her
because he didn't break her fall

he just watched
and when she hit the ground
he didn't even care
he was no where to be found

Staring silently with tears in her eyes

Staring silently with tears in her eyes
she muffles her sobs, takes the sound from her crys
alone,distraught, with no sign of closure
she sits and she wishes her life on earth over
she's been forgotten, she has no one there
to love her to like her, just someone to care
waiting with patience for the man in her heart
to save her from hurting, make her fairytale start
she yearns to be loved, be someones dream wife
to save her from darkness and lighten her life.

The Apology

The Apology


A fallen tear and shaken heart
Connections now are torn apart
Feelings gone and turned away
Caring less for every day
No stopping ends or wanting change
And in the end all take some blame
As I did not see clearly when
I’d argue, meddle, betray a friend
And wanting too much from some lives
I should’ve let go many times
But motives never were contrite
I always thought that I was right
Just never thought I’d hurt someone
I only saw the hurt I’d won

I’m staying now within my lane
And from these deeds will I refrain
To build amends with change in style
Through honesty, no more denial
And I ask nothing in return
My gift is grace that I have learned
And that you all should wash your pain
If any from me should remain

For in my heart there is a truth
To comfort, love and then to soothe
To try to leave a better place
At least to not leave hurt, disgrace

But I am human, imperfect scarred
Just like all of the other hearts
And through my fear, anguish too
I shudder at the things I do:
When I let thoughts betray my truth
Forgetting love and forgiveness

Admission made, amended style
Awareness wakens past denial
Forgive myself releasing pain
Concentrate on what I’ve gained
And know that next time I am wronged
I’ll have compassion for the one
As I have seen what I have done
When fear made me forget the love

The Soul Is On Fire!

The Soul Is On Fire!

I’m a nervy person
Stuck in this dreadful phase
The say am fastidious
It’s not my fault
I’m always feckless!

Far gone in myself
I’m pensive and so tired
And am scared!

This scarcity in me
Is filling with sins
I want to stash away
From my own fears!

This pain I’ve is irreplaceable!
Old wounds, which never heal
And remain of those hurtful memories.

My screams
Those frightful thoughts
That horror in me
And those never stopping tears

Why I feel ashamed and guilty?
When will I be able to move on?
Why can’t I forget them?
How long is my suffering?
Haven’t I had enough?
Why am I always blamed?

Like always am confused
I‘ve grown up but still ambivalent!
I’ve lived seventeen years of my life
And still not able to find answers!

My quietness is making me more anonymous
Now people think am egoist and selfish
Why can’t anyone understand me?
My feelings are always neglected
Don’t think am numb!

When they ignore me my heart shrinks
It feels someone took it in the hand
And squeezed it and then stubbed
They give me heart attacks each time I’m strong

I am floating on the ocean of bad luck and sorrows
Sometimes I think to drown in the sad water
And end this unfair punishment
This useless life

Their vulnerable words make me weaker
I’m just longing for their smile
And their happiness because I care

I’ll sacrifice like I’ve done
And won’t say a single word
It’s my destiny to be devastated

My soul, which has been on fire
Will be burning like always

I know I smile,
But my soul is on fire
The soul is on fire!!

In times of need,you have been my guide

In times of need,you have been my guide
the desertion in life,we've taken with stride
we've been through the same,though so far apart
even in darkness,you shine light in my heart

I'm not the best with words, i don't know what to say
I wish we could meet,for this I would pray
I'm not the religious type,but what I say is true
to see joy on your face,there's no limit to what I'd do

More beautiful than moonlit beams from above,
More beautiful than the springtime song from a dove
More precious than cherished moments of bliss
More precious than the first heartfelt lovers kiss

To you I wish the best of days
May you find happiness in many ways
We"re separated only by an ocean
in which the waves flow in one motion
Closer to you like the warmth of my heart
It's a shame how fate shall keep us apart.

The Rainbow And Real Fun

The Rainbow And Real Fun

The weave of romance, friendship and love
Always alive, moving with the two
Their hopes and sharing
The strength and warmth
Each can give Each can be free
And then the play unfolds
When each can
Live for the other
Nurturing and inspiring
Only the problems unforgiven
Could end . . .

The rainbows and real fun
The times outdoor and flush
With each other and breezes
The light fills both lives
A beach is the edge of their one heart
The sky the cover of the naked
Excitement and delight
In giving
Giving
Giving
If it isn't giving
It isn't living

When I Sleep

When I Sleep

When darkness awakens, my body settles gently into bed.
The events of my day race rapidly in my thoughts as I close my eyes.
Slowly, I am lulled into a peaceful sleep.

I hear vibrant music - so full of passion.
I feel the warmth of the sun’s rays that grace my presence.
I see kind, adoring eyes gazing back into mine.

The air is full happiness - so much laughter.
Soft caresses are exchanged.
At this moment, life could not be any more wonderful.

I have never felt so beautiful; as I do when I am with you.
I have finally found the respect and acceptance that I have yearned for.
I eagerly listen to inspirational dreams and goals
and know that I want to be the one to be there
when they are complete.

A thin line of love and friendship is crossed,
and two single souls find a home to share eternity.

Birds begin to proudly serenade the morning dawn.
Lonesome roads slowly progress into distinguished passageways.
Light peeps through my windows and I awaken to a new day.
I am ready to endure what the day has in store for me,
because I know that I am a queen,
and I know extraordinary love when I sleep

Whenever I needed someone to talk to You

Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.

Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.

Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye

Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.

The Story Of Your Life

The Story Of Your Life


Don't say you're not important,
It simply isn't true,
The fact that you were born,
Is proof, God has a plan for you.

The path may seem unclear right now,
But one day you will see,
That all that came before,
Was truly meant to be.

God wrote the book that is your life,
That's all you need to know.
Each day that you are living,
Was written long ago.

God only writes best sellers,
So be proud of who you are,
Your character is important,
In this book you are the The Story Of Your Life


Don't say you're not important,
It simply isn't true,
The fact that you were born,
Is proof, God has a plan for you.

The path may seem unclear right now,
But one day you will see,
That all that came before,
Was truly meant to be.

God wrote the book that is your life,
That's all you need to know.
Each day that you are living,
Was written long ago.

God only writes best sellers,
So be proud of who you are,
Your character is important,
In this book you are the Star.

Enjoy the novel as it reads,
It will stand throughout the ages,
Savor each chapter as you go,
Taking time to turn the pages.Star.

Enjoy the novel as it reads,
It will stand throughout the ages,
Savor each chapter as you go,
Taking time to turn the pages.

I visited your grave today

I visited your grave today
It's overgrown with weeds
Your flowers have all blown away
and frost has choked their seeds

I tried to clear away the weeds
and chip away the frost
I thought of planting other seeds
when winter's snows are lost

But nothing clings so tight as frost
or freezes fast as tears
that fall for everything we've lost
and fall for barren years

It's hard to wipe away the tears
and brush away the snows
when thinking that in all these years
your seeds grew not one rose

Your footsteps linger in the snows
I'll follow them someday
And I will plant a snow-WHITE ROSE
before I go away

So many thoughts

So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.

I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.

I used to cry
so many times a day,
but lately those tears
have been fading away.

I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.

Yes, it's been hard,
but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.

I will find someone
who's right for me,
who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.

Yet the thought of you and her,
is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.

Do I still love you?
Yes, I do,
but another part of me
is getting over you.

I never thought I would say this,
but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,
I love you less and less.

I just wanted to be with you,
but now you're gone,
and the time has come
for me to move on.

You meant so much to me,
in fact, you still do,
from the bottom of my heart,
I loved you too.

Memory

Memory

You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on your favorite blue shirt
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
Just to smell your colonge
It was a week ago since you said goodbye
But your smell still lingers by
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
You didnt think of what you would do to me
All you wanted was to be free
So me being stupid I opened the door
I let you through and cried even more
I closed it shut and heard you leave
Footstep heading away from me
You say that we werent meant to be
How do you dare say that to me
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel abused
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I gathered all your things today
Put them in a box and hid them away
But I kept something to make me smile
I found it and took it from the pile
A picture of you holding me
A memory of what we used to be

Never change like memories!

Never change like memories!


Why do things have to change?
Why can't a memory come back?
Why is life full of what ifs?
What is it that we lack?

I look at our pictures,
and the things you used to make me.
They haven't changed at all.
They still make my tears fall.

Why are we just a memory?
When the memory is so good?
Why can't we go back to the picture,
and stand where we once stood?

Together forever we used to say.
Destined lovers from the very first day.
How stupid we were to so easily let go.
Now our future together we will never know!

I still hold our memories,
and read the letters you wrote.
I kiss them with my heart,
and in my mind i write you a note.

Here is what is says:
"I still love you with all my heart,
I try to forget you but I can't.
I believe one day we'll be together again,
and our love will kiss away all our pain."

A part of me has moved on,
but another still belongs to you.
Because I can never forget what we had.
...A perfect fairytale which came true...

For all the times

For all the times,
You weren't by my side,
For all the times,
You just watched me cry.

Everything you put me through,
Hurts me so bad now,
And the pain wont fade away,
So now I have to live with it every day.

I cant believe you would do this,
After you told me you loved me,
And I thought it was true,
But I guess you lied.

Now I'm here alone,
Without you by my side,
No one for me to talk to,
About what I'm going through.

In my dreams my silent screams

In my dreams my silent screams
They set me free and let me be
I sing myself lullaby's with lonely crys
Going Thru changes that only I see

Please let me go my way let me stay
I give my love while you turn away
Theres nothing to do but think of you
I spend my day alone this way

Tomorrows dreams I'm alone it seems
Changes I see there not from me
I see my soul is not free
Where did you go my love I don't know

I am alone

I am alone...

Im sitting here alone
realising your gone
i know i cant change things
i know i was wrong

they all say i dont need you
they all say im better off
they dont understand i love you
yet i never said it enough

i regret what i did
but i cant take it back
wish i could hold you
i want you back

i know you deserve better
i know im messed up
but cant go on without you
i miss you so much

baby im sorry
i know i said it before
i mean it more than ever
knowing our loves now behind a closed door

i didnt realise what i had
till i lost you
my heart bleeds inside
i cant forget you

cant you find it in your heart to forgive me
love me once again
tell me everythings alright
tell me its not the end

yet i know the end is now
i know youll never love me again
im sorry baby
that i was the one to let you down

Please come home

Please come home,
I miss you so.
More then you could,
Possibly know.

Things have changed,
Since you've been gone.
No one to talk to
And no shoulder to cry on.

Our family and your friends
We all cried so much.
We miss you and your laugh
You're voice and soft touch.

I miss you and your smile.
I could add to this list,
Of everything I miss,
But there's no end, it doesn't exist.

I wish I could see you,
Just one last chance,
To see you smile,
Even if its just a glance.

I wish I could tell you
How much you meant to me
Just one last time,
Before you were set free.

Your life was too short
You had so much to live for
You were just eighteen,
And had places to explore.

Mom isn't the same
Without you in her life.
The emptiness in her eyes
Contains so much pain and strife.

Daddy has been drinking
He tries to forget,
What happened that day.
He drinks and smokes cigarettes.

It doesn't work though,
He just can't forget you.
He misses you so much,
And I do too.

Our brother is so sad
He can't cope with the pain.
A place in his heart,
Is where you'll always remain.

My sister, and your twin,
Still remains silent.
She lost her other half,
And seems so angry and violent

As for me, you're my idol
I just don't understand.
Why did you have to leave
Is it what God planned?

You have a place in my heart
I love you now, I love you still
I always have
And always will

I admire your strength
I admire your smile
I admire how you made
So many lives worthwhile.

The last breath you took,
You had a smile on your face.
And with that, I thank God
You're in a better place.

_________________

Tell me what to do

Tell me what to do

I could never explain why I love you so much,
It's your eyes, your smile, your soft gentle touch.

The first time I saw you I knew it was meant to be,
You'd spend your lifetime giving your love to me.

But I took your trust and broke your heart,
I pushed you away, forever to be apart.

The one thing I love more than life itself,
Ran away from me to be by herself.

I walk this house calling your name,
It seems so empty, not nearly the same.

I can't help but cry as I look at through your things
What hurts the most is to see your engagement ring

Sitting in it's case, inside this wooden box
I should take the key and see if it locks

And throw it in the woods, to try to ease my pain,
but it wouldn't matter, it still be the same.

All of these memories are inside my head,
sometimes I'd think I'd rather be dead.

Than to live my life without my one true love,
You're my shining star, my beautiful little dove.

I'd give everything to turn back time,
Back to the days when you were mine.

You were happy and our love was strong,
Neither of us could do no wrong.

I'm down on my knees and I'm begging you
tell me what it is I need to do.

To win back your love and rebuild our trust,
Cause to hold you again is an absolute must!


_________________

i dont wane know

i dont wane know,
i just never wane say,
i have been on this road before,
it sounds so difficult,
its so unexpected,
i just lost today all my hopes,
i never wanted to change,
i never wanted to love,
but your eyes made me,
do so much,
now that you have left me,
what you have left me,
some broken dreams and shattered hopes,

i'll never stop no no i'll never stop,
loving you,
saw so many dreams,
made a small house,
and walked with you on that street,
you left with me with a broken heart,
i dont know what happend to my shinning star,
i'll never stop no no i'll never stop,

now that i know,
you dont love me any more,
i dont know what to do,
because with you were all my hopes,
yes life is unexpected,
but i never expected this,
the one i love the most,
will leave me like this,
yes i cried today,
with little bit of tears,
but now i am ok,
because i have to live my years,
i never thought a live without you,
but now i have to think,
what will i do without you,

no no i'll never stop , i'll never stop,
i'll never stop thinking of you,
you were my dream,
you were my life,
you were my love,
you were my hope,
no no i'll never stop, i'll never stop,
thinking of you,
i dont know any thing else to do,
i am just sitting here missing you .....

Nature is awakening

Nature is awakening,
the earth has been blessed
with spring's gift of immortality,
the winter's gray curtain shorn.
And I've been reborn as well,
because you're here
awakening the warmth and harmony
inside me.
Birds on every flowering spray,
raise their heads to sing with joy
at the dawning day,
and my heart sings too,
because I'm in love with you.


The scent of gardenias
fills the air,
the world is coming alive,
everywhere,
and I have not a single care,
because I have faith in you,
and our love.



Apple blossoms create
a canopy overhead,
while roses sprout buds
to paint the garden red,
and the pain in my soul
from yesterday fled,
because you're here with me,
awakening the springtime
of my heart..


_________________

Twice or thrice had I loved thee

Twice or thrice had I loved thee,
Before I knew thy face or name;
So in a voice, so in a shapeless flame,
Angels affect us oft, and worshipped be;
Still when, to where thou wert, I came,
Some lovely glorious nothing I did see.
But since my soul, whose child love is,
Takes limbs of flesh, and else could nothing do,
More subtle than the parent is
Love must not be, but take a body too;
And therefore what thou wert, and who,
I bid love ask, and now
That it assume thy body I allow,
And fix itself in thy lip, eye, and brow.

Purity once had a name

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

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