For All The Times

For All The Times


For all the times you made me smile, thank you.
For all the times you held my hand, thank you.
For all the times you smiled at me, thank you.
For all the times you listened to me when no one else would, thank you.
For all the times you encouraged me, thank you.
For all the times you hugged me, thank you.
For all the times you shared a part of yourself with me, thank you.
For all the times you kissed me on the cheek, thank you.
For all the times you gave me a ride somewhere, thank you.
For all the times you asked to spend time with me, thank you.
For all the times you trusted me, thank you.
For all the times you complimented me, thank you.
For all the times you cared about my well being, thank you.
For all the times you said "I love you", thank you.
For all the times you thought of me, thank you.
For all the times you brought me joy, thank you.
For all the times you were there when I needed you, thank you.
For all the times you missed me, thank you.
For all the times you gave me comfort, thank you.
For all the times you looked in my eyes and filled my heart with a song, thank you.

For all of this:

Never forget that when I smile at you, I'm saying "I love you. "
Never forget that my hand is always outstretched toward you.
Never forget that I am always here to listen to you.
Never forget that I will always stand behind you.
Never forget that I plan to hug you at least twice everyday.
Never forget that I am an open book to you.
Never forget that I wish I was the roof of your car ( inside joke. ; ) )
Never forget that you need only ask me for anything, and it's yours.
Never forget that I want to spend time with you.
Never forget that I completely trust you.
Never forget that I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
Never forget that I care about you more than anything else in the world.
Never forget that I do love you, weather I say it or not.
Never forget that I'm thinking of you right now.
Never forget that you bring me joy, especially when you smile.
Never forget that I am always here for you.
Never forget that I missed you to.
Never forget that I am here anytime you need comforting.
Never forget that I still get lost in your eyes.

This beautiful moment

This beautiful moment

Take in the beauty of this moment and let it fill you.
But do not try to hold it.

For as soon as you seek to possess it, the beauty is lost.
When you grasp it too tightly, you lose the ability to
Experience it.
Let this beautiful moment flow toward you, and then let it flow away
from you as the next moment comes to take its place.
Allow the beautiful experience of life to be born again and again.

The real value of this moment is in the way you live it.
Live it fully, lovingly, gratefully, and there is no need to hold on to it,
for the best of it will always be a part of you.

Each moment offers its own special treasure. Let go of your need to judge,
to analyze, to possess, and simply experience the wonder that is yours right now.

You are free in this moment to live, to create, to give, to grow.
Lovingly open your eyes to the abundant possibilities,
and dive gently into this beautiful moment.

Never be sorry

Never be sorry

For thinking before acting.
For hearing before judging.

For forgiving your enemies.
For being candid, frank in love.

For helping a fallen brother.
For being honest in business.

For thinking before speaking.
For standing by your principles.

For closing your ears to gossip.
For bridling a slanderous tongue.

For harboring pure thoughts.
For sympathizing with the afflicted.

For being courteous and kind to all.

Little things mean a lot

Little things mean a lot

Blow me a kiss across the room;
Say I look nice when I'm not.
Touch my hair as you pass my chair:
Little things mean a lot.

Give me your arm as we cross the street;

Call me at six on the dot.
A line a day when you're far away;
Little things mean a lot.

Give me your hand when I've lost the way;

Give me your shoulder to cry on.
Whether the day is bright or gray,
Give me your heart to rely on.

Give me the warmth of a secret smile,
To show me you haven't forgot;
For now and forever, for always and ever,

Little things mean a lot.

My Wonderful You

My Wonderful You


The first time I saw you
I knew from the start
That you were the one
With the key to my heart.

Right then, I knew
I was hopelessly lost,
To be yours forever
No matter the cost.

I'd stand by your side
Through good times and bad,
And be there for comfort
Whenever you're sad.

I'd always protect you
With my life, if need be,
Cause without you, Baby,
What would life be to me?

All my hopes and my dreams
Would soon fade away,
Like the sun as it sets
At the end of each day...

If ever I lost
This one perfect love,
A match made in Heaven
By the good Lord above.

So to honor and cherish
Till death do us part,
Is the promise I make
To you, from my heart.

And loving you always
Is what I will do,
While giving my all
To my wonderful you.

The beginning of the end

The beginning of the end


You're packing your bags
getting ready to leave again.
This scene should become familar
because if I want you
then this is how it'll be.
Saying goodbye hasn't gotten any easier.
Sometimes when it hurts so bad
the tears don't show,
but then other times
I can't stop the flow.
I pray every time you leave,
hoping you're thinking of me.
The days seem so long;
I need to be strong.
I hope when you come back
I'll still be the one.
You're everything I need and want.
You filled my emptiness,
and released my pain.
The next time you leave
will be the new start.
It all seems so scary,
so many doubts and fears;
all these unanswered questions.
I wish you knew how bad this hurts.
You'll come back and see me,
but once again you'll have to go.
will be worth the time I've missed out on.

can i love again

can i love again

i loved so much
you played me like a fool
you broke my heart into shattered pieces
it hurt so much...you laughed in my face
can i love again
it's so hard to trust a guy again
i wish i could.....but my heart is bruised
don't want to feel the pain again
it's stuck deep in my mind as well as in my head
cried too many times, wondering why me?
so now i ask can i start again
and ever love again with a scar of pain.

I stand up in a crowded room

I stand up in a crowded room.
I look to my left, I look to my right.
I sigh, there is no one in sight.

I smile, I cry, I lay down and die.
The world stays the same, until I hear that voice.
It tells me its sorrows, they sound so much like my own.

I yell, I curse, I let you fall.
To me we are the same and can never change.
To you, your life always is rearranging.

I try to put myself in the eyes of you.
For some reason the mirrored reflection makes me cry.

I realize how much I hurt you.
I realize what a fool I have been.
I let you pick up the pieces and start all over again.

I should have dumped my pieces on the floor.
We should have mixed them together,
put them back the right way,
we would and will have so much more; Friendship.

The Extreme Importance Of A Very Best Friend

The Extreme Importance Of A Very Best Friend


The title of a very best friend
is given to precious few,
the ones who give love and support
in all that they say and do.
The ones you call to dry your eyes
and build your confidence up,
or even to just chat for a bit,
if only to say "What's up?"
The extreme importance of a very best friend
can't be measured in any way,
except in the actions you show to them
and in every word that you say.
That is how I know my friend,
from all that you've done and do,
that the title of my very best friend,
is deserving only of you.

Our friendship started many years ago

Our Friendship

Our friendship started many years ago.
Where the days have gone I don't know,
But when I think of all we've done
I stop and smile because we've had such fun.
I hope you know how much I care.
It's friends like you who create a pair.
I wish I were closer to share your happiness;
But near or far, I wouldn't miss
All the things you have to share.
I hope you know I am always here.
I know it is harder being miles away,
But always remember this when I say,
"Our friendship is a treasure
Well beyond any measure. "

Heart Thoughts

Heart Thoughts

Sitting here remembering when
I saw the beauty rush out like a might wind
I never saw it before or bothered to notice
But now I see it and on it I am focused.
The gentleness of your voice
The way you make me feel
when I see your lovely smile.
The way you laugh and care for others
Even go beyond the extra mile.
I am focused on that
whether you believe me or not
My heart aches for you
And my stomach is in knots.
Now I had to declare,
The thoughts of my heart.
In hopes that you'd give me,
A place in your heart

Please Forgive Me

Please Forgive Me

know I hurt you and I feel so bad,
For saying things and making you sad..
It's just that my love for you is so great,
I want to be with you, I just can't wait..

You are so special, one of a kind,
I could look forever and never find,
Anyone else as wonderful as you,
With such a pretty smile and eyes so blue..

Please forgive me for things I said,
I love you so much, It just messed my head..
You are my life. My very breathe,
I promise to love you, even after death..

So if you can forgive this broken hearted friend,
You'll never see that part of me again..
I'll love you and take care of you for infinity,
We'll make it, together, just you and me..

To a Friend

To a Friend
I ask but one thing of you, only one,
That always you will be my dream of you;
That never shall I wake to find untrue
All this I have believed and rested on,
Forever vanished, like a vision gone
Out into the night. Alas, how few
There are who strike in us a chord we knew
Existed, but so seldom heard its tone
We tremble at the half-forgotten sound.
The world is full of rude awakenings
And heaven-born castles shattered to the ground,
Yet still our human longing vainly clings
To a belief in beauty through all wrongs.
O stay your hand, and leave my heart its songs!

Dreams

Dreams
I do not care to talk to you although
Your speech evokes a thousand sympathies,
And all my being's silent harmonies
Wake trembling into music. When you go
It is as if some sudden, dreadful blow
Had severed all the strings with savage ease.
No, do not talk; but let us rather seize
This intimate gift of silence which we know.
Others may guess your thoughts from what you say,
As storms are guessed from clouds where darkness broods.
To me the very essence of the day
Reveals its inner purpose and its moods;
As poplars feel the rain and then straightway
Reverse their leaves and shimmer through the woods.

From One Who Stays

From One Who Stays
How empty seems the town now you are gone!
A wilderness of sad streets, where gaunt walls
Hide nothing to desire; sunshine falls
Eery, distorted, as it long had shone
On white, dead faces tombed in halls of stone.
The whir of motors, stricken through with calls
Of playing boys, floats up at intervals;
But all these noises blur to one long moan.
What quest is worth pursuing? And how strange
That other men still go accustomed ways!
I hate their interest in the things they do.
A spectre-horde repeating without change
An old routine. Alone I know the days
Are still-born, and the world stopped, lacking you.

Aftermath

Aftermath
I learnt to write to you in happier days,
And every letter was a piece I chipped
From off my heart, a fragment newly clipped
From the mosaic of life; its blues and grays,
Its throbbing reds, I gave to earn your praise.
To make a pavement for your feet I stripped
My soul for you to walk upon, and slipped
Beneath your steps to soften all your ways.
But now my letters are like blossoms pale
We strew upon a grave with hopeless tears.
I ask no recompense, I shall not fail
Although you do not heed; the long, sad years
Still pass, and still I scatter flowers frail,
And whisper words of love which no one hears.

The End

The End
Throughout the echoing chambers of my brain
I hear your words in mournful cadence toll
Like some slow passing-bell which warns the soul
Of sundering darkness. Unrelenting, fain
To batter down resistance, fall again
Stroke after stroke, insistent diastole,
The bitter blows of truth, until the whole
Is hammered into fact made strangely plain.
Where shall I look for comfort? Not to you.
Our worlds are drawn apart, our spirit's suns
Divided, and the light of mine burnt dim.
Now in the haunted twilight I must do
Your will. I grasp the cup which over-runs,
And with my trembling lips I touch the rim.

They never saw my lover's face

They never saw my lover's face,
They only know our love was brief,
Wearing awhile a windy grace
And passing like an autumn leaf.

They wonder why I do not weep,
They think it strange that I can sing,
They say, "Her love was scarcely deep
Since it has left so slight a sting."

They never saw my love, nor knew
That in my heart's most secret place
I pity them as angels do
Men who have never seen God's face

Longing

Longing

I AM not sorry for my soul
That it must go unsatisfied,
For it can live a thousand times,
Eternity is deep and wide.

I am not sorry for my soul,
But oh, my body that must go
Back to a little drift of dust
Without the joy it longed to know.

Desert Pools

Desert Pools

I LOVE too much; I am a river
Surging with spring that seeks the sea,
I am too generous a giver,
Love will not stoop to drink of me.

His feet will turn to desert places
Shadowless, reft of rain and dew,
Where stars stare down with sharpened faces
From heavens pitilessly blue.

And there at midnight sick with faring,
He will stoop down in his desire
To slake the thirst grown past all bearing
In stagnant water keen as fire.

I Shall Not Care

I Shall Not Care

WHEN I am dead and over me bright April
Shakes out her rain-drenched hair,
Tho' you should lean above me broken-hearted,
I shall not care.

I shall have peace, as leafy trees are peaceful
When rain bends down the bough,
And I shall be more silent and cold-hearted
Than you are now.

Deep in the Night

Deep in the Night

DEEP in the night the cry of a swallow,
Under the stars he flew,
Keen as pain was his call to follow
Over the world to you.

Love in my heart is a cry forever
Lost as the swallow's flight,
Seeking for you and never, never
Stilled by the stars at night.

I ThankYou For your FRIENDSHIP

I ThankYou For your FRIENDSHIP,
For the radiance of Your Smile.
I ThankYou For Always Going,
The Extra Mile.

I ThankYou For Going unto Me,
Each Day, the Sunshine.
For the Thoughts of You that
Sometimes causes My words to Rhyme.

I ThankYou For the laughter
That has removed some Tears.
And for Listening to My Silence
Throughout the Passing Years.

I ThankYou For your Inspiration and LOVE.
Thats surely must have been
Sent From ABOVE.

THANKYOU FOR BEING YOU!

God gave me an angel right here on earth

God gave me an angel right here on earth,
She taught me my values and gave me self worth,
She guides me through life with her wisdom, God's light,
She steers me from wrong, and leads me toward right.


She stands by my side when things are rough,
She taught me in bad times we need to be tough.
She is there when I need her throughout all my years,
She laughed with me in happy times, and comforted my tears.

My angel on earth was sent from above,
God paid her not in wages, but with eternal love.
She has been my confidante, my rock, my protector,
And when God says her job is through, I know I won't forget her.

She need not a halo, or silken wings of grace,
For the glory of God's love shines upon her face.
My Guardian angel, can be replaced by no other,
She is gods gift to me - I call her my dear mother

COLORS OF LOVE

COLORS OF LOVE


An ocean of blue looking over me
A hand guiding me along the way
But far off in the distance I can see
The sun rising, bringing another day

In this day of gold a feeling is born
A touch so soft and so pure I know
For with you my heart will never be torn
In this forest a love begins to grow

A forest of green guarding all my love
A kiss filled with passion from our desire
I know we are being watched from above
But what burns within me is a fire

A fire of red, burning bright in the night
Memories I will have forever
I know the feelings deep inside are right
Because at the end stands you, my treasure.

Blessed

Blessed


Just thought I'd let you know,
even though we're apart,
wherever I go, whatever I do,
you're always in my heart.

There's not a day that passes by
when I don't stop and wonder why-
why was I blessed with a friend like you,
Even after what I've put you through?

Through all the pain and all the tears,
you're always there to calm my fears.
Thanks for always being around,
to help me up when I am down.

So, I want you to know:
no matter what happens,
or what time may do,
I am always here for you.

A friend of mine
you will always be.
To you, with love,
...From me.

Sea Of Tears

Sea Of Tears


Cast adrift on a sea of tears
Without you here to warm me.
The sky above looks dark and grey
And this voyage is cold and stormy.

In days gone by I'd hold you close;
Together, we'd find our way.
Now an ocean of Kleenex whitecaps
Guides me through my days.

Wondering which course your journey sails;
Wondering why you don't miss me.
Wishing I knew who was by your side;
Wanting you here to kiss me.

Which stars do I follow to win you back?
I see them in dreams about you.
I'm tired of sailing this sea of tears
And I'm tired of being without you.

The World Outside is a Mirror

The World Outside is a Mirror


The world outside is a mirror,
reflecting the

good & bad
joy & sorrow
laughter & tears

within me...

Some people are
difficult mirrors
to look into,

but you...

I look at you
and I see
all the beauty
inside of me.

When You are Old

When You are Old


When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;
And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars

My Little Star

My Little Star


There is this star up in the sky
that shines so bright at night.
It's like a distant beacon
put there for my delight.

As it twinkles soft and bright
it's beauty seems sublime.
I know it will last forever
well on past my time.

But I feel as though its mine
this star that shines on me.
My heart feels a warmth
with this celestial potpourri.

The pulse that it gives off
the heartbeat of this star.
Helps calm my inner soul
it comes to me from afar.

Oh little star of mine
I enjoy you every night.
The blinking of your colors
makes you seem so polite.

Now every time I see you
I know that I'll be fine.
Cause with your little twinkle
I know that you are mine....

Cold Rain

Cold Rain

Cold Rain
The bitter pain
the loathsome emptiness
it consumes me
my heart like ice
cold despair
I long for him
I cry hot tears of blame
were my eyes wide shut
to his true nature
like a thief he stole
my heart, my mind, my spirit
and left me standing
in the cold rain......

Light In The Darkness

Light In The Darkness

Where is the light in the darkness
The calming warmth in the cold
It's found in the deep understandings
What we've learned in our past lives of old
But sometimes we find ourselves blinded
We feel utterly lost and confound
We feel that there's no good left for us
Our vision is lost in the clouds
What we need in these dark parts of life
Someone else to stand with in the tide
And with them you'll find your true self
And you'll see that the light is

Go On This Is LIFE

"Go On, This Is LIFE"

Whn dere's no frend
Whn lyf is on d dead end
Whn world isn't a paradise
Whn ur confidence dies
Tell urself
"Go On, This Is LIFE"

Whn things dn't go right
Whr dere's no ray of lite
And its too hard to survive
Tell urself
"Go On, This Is LIFE"

Whn other dn't respect u
Whn u r nt amongst d admirable few
Whn for a question, u can't find a solution
Whn u r sure abt, is confusion
Tell urself
"Go On, This Is LIFE"

Whn ur destination is miles apart
Whn u dn't knw whr to start
Whn all u c around in pain
Whn ur hardwork is in vain
Tell urself


Go On, This Is LIFE

Weep You No More Sad Fountains

Weep You No More, Sad Fountains

Weep you no more, sad fountains;
What need you flow so fast?
Look how the snowy mountains
Heaven's sun doth gently waste.
But my sun's heavenly eyes
View not your weeping,
That now lies sleeping
Softly, now softly lies
Sleeping.

Sleep is a reconciling,
A rest that peace begets:
Doth not the sun rise smiling
When fair at even he sets?
Rest you then, rest, sad eyes,
Melt not in weeping,
While she lies sleeping
Softly, now softly lies
Sleeping.

Slow Tears

Slow Tears

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek .....

Twisting And Turning

Twisting And Turning

Mixing and matching,
Twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,
Dreaming and considering,
Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Matching my soul to yours,
Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist,
Turning my life over,
Hoping that it would end,
Praying that it never would stop,
Thinking it was over,
Wishing that it wasn't,
Dreaming of its coming,
Considering letting it steal within
Never knowing if it's true,
Always knowing that it's there.
Wanting to live in the light,
Not wanting the light to come,
The love of another
The dreams of someone close,
Remembering what you used to feel,
Can it come back if you pray so?

O the clear-blue-sky

O the clear-blue-sky
Tell me the reason why,
The world so heartless;
So tragic, it makes me cry,
Winter, summer, days and nights,
For all I have is meaningless.

Live with pains and worries; see
Cos lover went away from me;
Leaving me behind in the mid field,
In the rain beneath the dark night,
And far away with a running light;
Listen. With strong will; the wind has stilled.

O Lord! Living life without living;
My heart stops giving,
Breath is speechless and hopeless;
Please come back to me, my dear,
Waiting for thee right here, months and years;
Not tired, no regret cos you’re the brightness.....

MOTHERS

"MOTHERS"

No love stronger then mother's love,
croons around an preens like a dove
unpaired is the bond on this earth
naught in creation can match her worth
Perennial tie that heaven has made,
caressing the lock, tress and braid
As she labors to bring forth life
bond uncut with the keenest knife
Mother’s love is an endless song
sung every day and all night long
Oblivious she to the vagaries of time
her lullabies ring an eternal rhyme
whenever her brood need her there
she’s always close with her prayer
mother's love is an endless bloom
Eternal spring to the day of doom
HIS devise, God bless our Mothers
Unrivaled, apart, from all HIS others
God, bless each an all of them
in their womb, HIS will doth stem
all the tears and pain that they share,
each bite of the lip for that they care
She’s special as daughter and as wife
GOD then blows in the crucible of life
Dots her kids in an endless dance
joyous and pleased at every prance
at this she’ll never bask at all
only wipes her tears at our every fall
When her days, are over an done
then we know that she was the one.....

REMEMBER THAT TIME

REMEMBER THAT TIME

Am I in real world or dreaming
Where everywhere there is yell and screaming
I have given the best part of my life to you
There is nothing left that I can do
I do not think the way I used to
Your entrance in my life will make it true
All the freshness in my life scattered
Just like a rose that was left watered
Every success in my life was heartily applauded
So make your vision high and broad
No body in the world is an angel
Everybody posses part of evil
Garden of life is so very beautiful
Remember not every flower is joyful
There is special time to touch the horizon
So happiness has its own season
I faced the storm for the sake of others
Now no one listens or even bothers
When everyone was drowning I was there
Seeing me drowning no one cares
You were afraid when you lost your way
Remember I was the one who showed you the way
I could have left you in the darkest
But I sacrificed to face the worst
I didn’t laugh at that time when you lost your smile
Seeing me weeping how can you smile???????????

The Road Not Taken

The Road Not Taken


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference....

Nobody knows it’s empty

Nobody knows it’s empty
This smile that I wear
The real one is left in the past
Because you have left me there.



Nobody knows I’m crying
They won’t even see my tears
When they think that I am laughing
I’m still wishing you were here.



Nobody knows I’m lying
When I say I’m moving on
They think that I’ve accepted it
But I can’t believe you’re gone.



Nobody knows it’s different
They think I’m just the same
But still I weaken at the knees
When someone says your name.



Nobody knows it’s painful
They think that I am strong
They say that this won’t kill me
But I wonder if they’re wrong.



Nobody knows I’m praying
That you will change your mind
They think that I had let you go
When you left me behind.



Nobody knows I miss you
They think I feel set free
But I feel like I’m bound with chains
Trapped in this misery.



Nobody knows I want you
They think that I’m alright
But I’m still dancing with you
When I’m dreaming in the night.



Nobody knows I need you
They say I can do it on my own
But they don’t know I’m crying
When I am all alone.........

My heart fell to the floor

My heart fell to the floor

My heart fell to the floor
The night you broke the news
Said you couldn't feel it anymore
Those words that rolled off your tongue
Tore my world in two
As you turned and walked on out the door
I've been trying to get over you
And get on with my life
But the more I do without you
The more I realize...!!!!!!

A better tomorrow

A BETTER TOMORROW

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light.......

And my love for you will continue to burn bright....

A Wish

A Wish

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space......

Triangles

Triangles

It's so good to be loved
To be essential to someone
To be the breath of their life
The beat in their heart
The fire in their blood
Seeing love in their eyes
Knowing you are the one
Being in their every thought
It's so good to be loved
Except when you love another.......

A Dreamer of dreams

A DREAMER OF DREAMs


You have come to me from a distant land,
Dreamer of dreams, to fill my hearts desire,
Sweet music flowing from your nimble hand
That plays within... to light my passion's fire.

A symphony of word and thought you bring.
Excitement builds upon crescendo's sound,
Brought forth in tones to make my light heart sing
For all the beauty that, with you, I've found.

A life is changed in just an instant's time,
All darkness fled before that brillaint sun
That shines from spoken words of softest rhyme
And speaks of treasures, only just begun.

This mystic meeting gives my heart a glow
That few have seen and only you will know......

My Heart Sings

My Heart Sings


A long, interesting life
Bringing me to this point
No longer upon the edge
Pulling out of my free fall
No longer feeling small

Your love pulling me back
It has been there all along
Life preserver upon my sea
Now that I have taken the ring
I can feel my heart sing

Candle light soft and flickering
Showing me the way
My hand searching for yours
Finding you within the infernal night
Your love making my world right

Comfort within your smile
Lost in the love light of your eyes
Mesmerized by all you do
Feeling all the love you have for me
Knowing that my heart runs free

Take my hand and do not let go
Guide me down the path aglow
Shimmering under the glorious light
Love bringing us together
Hearing the wind whisper "forever"......

Happiness is something that one settles for

Happiness is something that one settles for
After the ups and downs of ecstasy.
Perhaps one doesn't know what one is looking for;
Perhaps one doesn't realize one is free.
Year's end is time to tally up the tentacles,
Needing an occasion to take stock.
Everywhere are angels singing canticles
Well beyond the confines of the clock.
Years, no more than seconds, are but moments,
Each eternity again, again.
All live on the wheel of joys and torments,
Returning to the ramparts of the wind.....

Midnight is a purely human thing

Midnight is a purely human thing
In which a day, a year, a century,
Leaves behind its bloodstained legacy,
Looking to what good the next might bring.
Each of us, this new millennium,
Near midnight will begin to feel the awe,
New wondering what this universe is for,
Immersed in what has been and is to come.
Under midnight's gaze something will end
More beautiful than we can comprehend.....

“Maa” The Friend Indeed

“Maa” The Friend Indeed

Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

Protecting all your descendants
From problematic profuse weeds
Stringing all the scattered progeny
Into strongly bounded beads
Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

Abode into this barren world
Under the hell resembling sun
You were my piece of cloud
And everything seeming fun
Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

Unfounded was a quaver
I used to grow and glitter
Stood tall amongst the dwarfs
Never ever felt a jitter
Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

You used to foster the lineage
With your piece of only bread
Just who can compensate the damage?
Its now when you are dead
Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

Antecedently facing the intricate
Azhar stood behind you proud
What have I reverted to you maama
A small, course, white shroud
Maa when ever I was in need
You were the only friend indeed

Not just a kid born

Not just a kid born
it's a new world
No more just two people
its a family now knurled

hard to think about separation
the kid keeps u furled
no need to go very fast
just keep going purled

every thing is gonna be fine
remember life is twirled
be + positive, be truthful
The family shall b im-pearled

My blanket and me

My blanket and me

O yes I have read it in your eyes
Please don’t tell, no need to say
I knew it the moment I saw you
You going to go, not willing to stay

If I may ask you, please come inside
Its same old December, chills cold n rain
Just for my sake, one cup of coffee
Not going to stop you, I know it’s in vain

Put the umbrella any where, matter does not
Let me have your rain coat, have a seat
I am sorry not much of the furniture
You know I work hard, so the both ends meet

Well here’s your cup of coffee, please hold
So you found someone who is rich n fair
Oh my GOD he gave you diamond necklace
Even entering such shops, I can’t dare

Let me bring you a blanket, you’re shivering
Will drop you at the subway, worry not
My car is old but still it will take you there
Not much of wealth, just love what I got

Remember it was December when we first met
And now we break it is December again
Do not remember a single day, without you
I know it is going to be difficult, lot of pain

I simply forgot to live without you
And see you are everywhere
In my heart and inside my mind
You are here and you are there

It’s going to be difficult without you
But I will learn with the time
I am a poet, but my poems will be lost
Just the words will remain, but no rhyme

Oh sorry, so sorry this blanket is cheap and thin
You are so precious to me, but it is too cold
Just bear for some time please
Going to leave it and me, you are quite bold

Can you please stay, and give me another chance
You still love me, don’t you? Please tell me so
My blanket and I both can warm you up
Come into my arms, please let the train go

The fake me

THE FAKE ME


I am Sam, she was my class mate
and I loved her so
God dam my inferiority complex
never ever knew where to go
my face no photogenic on the cam
I am what I am

stole her ID from the book
I became Peter on the net
with a lovely fake picture
now I was courageous, wild n wet
forgot where will lead the scam
I am what I am

Now My ID ran the show
love made me wear the mask
And myself very low
How difficult was the task
It was Peter all around, where was Sam?
I am what I am

Myself I had lost
Cynthia now loved peter
Look how cheap, at what cost
Sam sat behind the heater
Had I lost my bus my tram
I am what I am

What matters is not features
What matters is not age
Lion loves to be in jungle
And hates to be in cage
For him it’s a big sham
I am what I am

Why do i always smile

Why do i always smile at you as you are walking by?
Is it because i want to cover up all the hate and fear i keep inside?
sometimes i don't want to smile, i really don't
It's just that all of these emotions for you pile up inside of me
and i don't know what to do
Should i hate, or should i love?
Should i cry, or should i laugh?
When i ask myself these things, i start thinking about the past
About the times when i really did think our friendship would last
I think about the things we shared that are worth smiling for,
And so i smile at you as you walk by
And leave me as you did before.

As I Walked Outside

as i walked outside

As I Walked Outside
And Looked Up At The Sky

It Seemed Like The Clouds Wanted To Cry
They Were So Nice
...
They Reminded Me Of Your Eyes...
Now All I Can Think Of Is You

Calling Me By Your Side
As I Continue To Walki Couldn't Help But To Let Out A Sigh

As Tears Rolled Out Of My Eyes
And Wishing I Could Be Once Again By Your Side

can you feel me when i think about you

can you feel me when i think about you


With Every Breath I Take
Every Minute
No Matter What I Do

My World Is An Empty Place
Like I've Been Wonderin The Desert
For A Thousand Days

Don't Know If It's A Mirage
But I Always See Your Face

I'm Missing You So Much

Can't Help It, I'm In Love
A Day Without You Is Like A Year Without Rain
I Need You By My Side

Don't Know How I'll Survive
A Day Without You Is Like A Year Without Rain

What I Love About You

What I Love About You...


The sparkle in your eye,
The warmth of your skin.
Your breath on my neck,
That quivers within.

The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair.
The kindness in your smile,
That strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,
Your body near mine.
The stroke of your touch,
That feeling inside.

The sound of your voice,
Compassion in your embrace.
The serenity in your stride,
The power in your face.

The calming of your presence,
The beating of your heart.
The promise of tomorrow,
That we may never part.

The beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
It is for all these reasons and more,
Why I love you so much