A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES

A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES

On the wings of an eagle,
My love for you flies.
Soaring higher and higher,
And touching the skies.

I reached up above,
And pulled a star from the sky.
To place it within,
Your precious minds eye.

To dwell there forever,
As my love for you.
On the wings of our love,
Enduring and true.

I honor you my darling,
With all that I am.
Please darling please,
Will you be my man?

There are so many things,
My heart wants to say.
I love you sweetheart,
There is no other way.

yes it's another heartache all over again

yes it's another heartache all over again,
but i'll gladly suffer for him-
thats what i told myself once again-
i cant let go of you-
theres no way i just cant
i know its true

yes i hurt down deep inside
yes i ask myself over and over why?
but the answer is so clear
i cant i will not let go of you-
not in a millon years
no matter how long i hold on-
my whole life i'll cling to you
for in my heart a love beats true
and i cant let go of you -

The person who tries to reach the goal

The person who tries to reach the goal
with bunch of promises never so whole
heartedly felt,never so eager to keep
Swimming in love shallow,do not reap
the golden harvest of love in silvery shoon
under the leafy sky,below the smiling moon
So the person who cannot keep his word
unable to sing love like a wandering bird
He always feels alone in his solitary shell
can never hear the heart's ringing bell

one day

one day
when u feel
u are in a dark room
and there is no sign of life
no sound of music
and the blood come al around
but u dont fair
u are save
becoz u are in my heart

Fallen Angel

Fallen Angel

Cast away out of this world
into loneliness my body whirled
to spend eternity in an empty space
nothingness my only embrace
My eyes closed with a frozen tear
as darkness slowly appear
to fill my inside with anxiety
locked away with a broken key
My heart ripped out in pain
another angel had been slain
fallen into a abyss of madness
covered with sorrow and sadness
Torn between emotions
and plagued by childhood demons
my body tormented with weaknessa
to disappear into deaths stillness
Cast away out of this world
into loneliness my body whirled
to spend eternity in an empty space
nothingness my only embrace

A Special Friendship

A Special Friendship
You are the special one
With whom I needn't pretend
You're always there when I need you
Just like a proper friend

I didn't think I'd trust anyone
The way that I trust you
But you have this way about you
And know how to get through

I've told you things I've only thought about
Of silent dreams I couldn't let out
Of life, emotions and trivial things
Such things of which happiness brings

I tell you if I am sad, or simply just confused
You're always there to listen, but never to be used
You tell me your secrets and what you're going through
You're always there for me as I am for you

Your friendship is a special gift
A lifetime it will last
Look to the future now and never to the past
New people you will meet, and many things you will do
But never forget me, because I'll never forget you

Believe in a thing called love because

Believe in a thing called love because...
As the immortal words once came from above,
"Just listen to the rhythm of my heart"
And these words of wisdom from a glam rock tart!
The Darkness, as these Gods are called,
Four gorgeous men I wish I'd pulled,
But instead I gave their records a chance,
And in their music I found romance.
I've found Chris, my love, my only one,
And to Lowestoft we hope to come.
The town of roses and love divine,
You have The Darkness and now I have mine.

aware was I of love at first sight

aware was I of love at first sight
She struck my heart and left me in this plight
It was her charisma that made me look in a different way
My emotions kindled like flame in its sway
Pleading for a chance was the call of my Heart
Begging to the AlMighty that we never part
Ever serious was I in my optimistic belief
I succumb to the charms of that heart thief
Mingling of youth & love portrayed heavenly scenes
Even people were wishing for bonding of these two heavenly beings
Ever eager was I to hear thought from other side
All looked like derby with tough horse ride
The arrow of love landed on its mark
I did not want to leave my opposite in the dark
Meadows, grass &landscape were the only spark
Let my love ignite in this gloomy dark
What to talk of beauty as she was beauty in her own right
Her eyes were of hepnatizers pulling the curtains of love tight
So petty was my request in this cruel bargain
Lose or win? “I WILL NEVER LOVE AGAIN”

TEEL ME URS DREAMS

TEEL ME URS DREAMS
was the best i liked
it is about multi personality in one person and that too of a girl
Three gorgeous women.
One dangerous secret.
Ashley, elegant yet haunted...Toni, sultry as well as vivacious...Alette, lovely and totally without conceit...three beautiful young women suspected of committing a series of horrifying murders.

u start reading once then u cant leave it till u finish
i can guarantee that
it was really good
if anybody is interested do read it
it is worth it

Often when we pause and wonder

Often when we pause and wonder
When we kneel down to pray-
Can God really hear
The prayers that we say--
But if we keep praying
And talk to Him,
He'll brighten the soul
That was clouded and dim,
And as we continue
Our burden seems lighter,
Our sorrow is softened
Our outlook is brighter-
For though we feel helpless
And alone when we start,
Our prayer is the key
That opens the heart,
And, as our heart opens,
The dear Lord comes in
And the prayer that we felt
We could never begin
Is so easy to say
For the Lord understands
And gives us new strength
By the touch of His hands...

Lessons of Life

Ride fast the inevitable wind,
soar on clouds of blue and grey
to see the end of the horizon
and treasures captured in mist.

Touch softly fields of iridescence
still to hear the thundering rhythm
of jumbled pounding answers
tossed to trembling anxious hearts.

Drink loud the water of life,
inhale colors from earth and sea,
pluck the moments and memories
and cast all pain aside.

Sleep the twilight of children,
dream tempest storms of love
and keep within the hours
sweet breath and presence eternally borne.

As I close this chapter of my life

As I close this chapter of my life
I can’t help but reflect
On the reasons we fell in love
The ways we made each other laugh
The times we shared, the tears

We really clicked from the moment our eyes met
I could look into your eyes and your soul comforted me
Nobody has ever made me feel that way
You were the first person who loved me... for me
I fell in love with you more and more every day

Then... I don’t know what happened
It was like one blink of an eye and my whole world crashed down
I completely lost control all of what I thought was my future

We grew apart...
That is something I wouldn’t have even imagined
You never struck me as a person who would give up on our love
I thought we'd be together forever

I can’t imagine someone else sharing our dreams
I was the one who was to meet you at the altar
I was the one you were supposed to love forever

I don’t know why this is better, but it is...
You are happier now and I can actually see that you are
I don’t want to be the one who makes you miserable
I just wanted to make you happy. I am sorry...

It hurts, it probably always will
Everything around me is a little piece of you
I won’t forget your enchanting smile
Your comforting touch
Your green eyes
Or your loving arms

I understand and I am trying to get past this
It is one of the hardest things I have ever done
I don’t want us to hate each other
But it will take a lot of time to heal the pain
And to forgive each other

I just thought you would always be there for me
I have never had to question that... but you have proved me wrong
I am not writing this to you to make you feel bad
This is for me, I can feel better knowing that I tried

Despite everything, I am happy for you
But it is easier to be happy for you by just knowing you are happy
It is harder and more painful for me
To actually hear you say the words

Time heals everything and so much time has passed
I just hope you will always cherish our times
and remember that I really do love you
And the part you played in my life
Joe, you were truly the most amazing person
You changed the way I saw things
You will always have this special place in my heart

Thank you for everything you have done for me
I wish you could have been there for me
At the most difficult time in my life
But I want you to know that I forgive you

I will always remember those unique special word, places and times
That could only mean something to you and me
You will just never know how much you have touched my life
Or how much you mean to me
I love you, Joey. Goodbye...

THE PROMISES

THE PROMISES


My heart has been broken once before,
and that's when I decided to close the door.

I promised never to let anyone hold the key
'cause my heart is very valuable to me.

I made a promise never to let anyone feed me lies,
'cause lies will only lead to silent cries.

I promised never to get another broken heart,
'cause once I love someone it's hard for me to break apart.

I made a promise never to fall in love,
'cause love is one word I don't know the meaning of.

I promised that all these strong feelings for you would stop,
but unfortunately, all of those promises where broken...

7 seasons have again said goodbye

7 seasons have again said goodbye
and another blurry days are coming
but still I am here waiting
taking no notice of what they days would be like
all I hang onto was your words...
"I'll be with you soon, My sweet"

The pain of your absence was like
a thousand knifes stabbed on my back
like a rose dying for water
like having my body in north pole and my eyes
in Indonesia...
yes...it is indeed very painful

I have been hurt so many times,
In ways that no one can ever come across
But magically I survived and my friends
were suprised that I don't go insane
They believe there is something very true that
I must have to be this strong...yes, My Love For You

Imagine the world without time,
that is me without you...
I am down on my knees praying to my Maker...
give me a change to see you again,
just one more time...
before this Pain takes me away...

But I am hanging on... trying to keep the pieces of
my dream in its perfect shape
Loving you unconditionally has tought me one
precious thing which I shall carry for the
rest of my short visit on earth
This kind of love is the Loveliest Pain...

If tomorrow starts without me

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.


I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.


But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.


When GOD looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There is no longing for the past.


But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven,
And now at last you are free.
So won't you take my hand.
And share my life with me?


So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we are far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

I Hide Behind This Wall

I Hide Behind This Wall
My heart is a wasteland
so much destruction
As my tears fall, they
stain broken dreams

Once filled with love and
hopes I found happiness
Was I foolish or naive to
believe I deserved love?

I don't know how I survived
but there's an old saying
That which doesn't kill me can
only make me stronger

It took me so long to pick myself
up off the ground as I cried
Gathering up the last of my strength
to build this immense wall

One block at a time, I strain as I
lift them into place, and then sigh
As I swear with a bitterness that
I'll let no one hurt me again

Never allowing anyone to walk
within my heart, to get to me
A wall so thick, so tall, even I
would be afraid to go to them

Did I ask of them so much, just
to share my love and my life?
Standing against the harshest winds
to endure what life threw at us?

I can't lower my defenses, I can't
I can't take that chance I cry
I hate my loneliness, but behind
my wall, I feel no one can hurt me

I see other's walking hand in hand
I hear them laugh, I see them kiss
They make it seem so wonderful
to share their life with another

But behind this wall I must stay
I must buy time to heal
All I have to hold onto are my
dreams, that I dare to dream

That there is someone out there
just like me, nervously waiting
Will they whisper with their eyes
their voice or a poem for a chance?

Guardian Angel

Guardian Angel


Almost 5 years have gone
Since you passed away
All these years I just wished
That there was something
That I could have done
To help you in any way
I blamed myself when you died
I thought that I was responsible
But I have come to realise
That there wasn't anything
That could have changed
Not a day goes by
That I don't think of you, My guardian angel
I always look upon you for guidence
And in a way it seems like you are up there
Looking down on me and guiding me
My guardian angel from the heavens above
In a way it is good that you are there
You are no longer in any pain
I will never forget the amazing fight
That you fought with cancer
I love you Nano and forever
In my heart you will always be.

Heaven Is Killing Me

Heaven Is Killing Me

In the distance?
I see my life flash?
Before my eyes?
My own existence?
Had its own clash?
With Heaven?s skies?

In this white light?
I am burning?
I am dying?
Heaven is pure white...
And it?s unknowing?
That I am crying?

Heaven is killing me?
It sees me die?
And fade away?
My soul now roams free?
It?s asking why?
I died today?

Echoes of sorrow?
Haunt my soul eternally?
As I have died?
For on every morrow?
Throughout eternity?
I will have cried?

The Cries of death cannot haunt me

The Cries of death cannot haunt me
as I have heard the voices of silence

The darkness of grave cannot scare me
as I have seen darkness of minds

The redness of blood cannot make me shiver
as I have seen colors of hatred

The fast moving winds cannot make me shiver
as I have already swallowed the flood of emotions

The strength of seas cannot challenge me
as I have already shown them tears in my eyes

The loneliness of path cannot scare me
as I have already left my destination behind.

Everybody Hurts

"Everybody Hurts"

When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is ... night alone
Hold on, hold on
If you feel like letting go
Hold on
If you think you've had too much of this life
Well hang on

Cause everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts

Don't throw your hand
Oh, no
Don't throw your hand
When you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Well, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

And everybody hurts
Sometimes ... Everyvody Cries...

So, hold on, Hold ...
Everybody hurts...

I Give To You

I Give To You
A fire to light inside your heart,
to feel the warm embers glow.
A piece of the sun's warm rays,
to bask in it's fiery show.

I Give To You
A piece of a rainbow to color your
world, when all seems totally gray.
Some roses for the sweet perfume,
to kiss your senses with its bouquet.

I Give To You
A sprinkling of some twinkling
stars, to wish upon at night.
The morning dew to kiss the day.
To bask in it's delight.

I Give To You
A summer's breeze to caress your
face, to show that someone cares.
The sweet song of the nightingale, to
remind you that they're always there.

I Give To You
My lasting friendship, always true.
A gift of love to hold inside,
whenever you feel blue, or just
because you need a friend.
This friend, that will always
be there for you!

You walked lightly into my life

You walked lightly into my life
Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first, I never cared who you were
Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me
I felt my world change,
You held me
I heard my heart awaken,
You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are
And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff
Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain
You took as your own,
And all my fears
You cast into the sea,
All my doubt
Lost in your eyes,
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine.

Just wait

Just wait...
When life troubles you unduly
And you are in a hurry to
Do something new
Just wait - it may not be time yet.

The wind blows where it will
Carrying dust that
It pours on us.

You seem frustrated
But it is a calm resolve that
Will help you to cope
Just wait - it may not be time yet.

The wind blows where it will
Carrying dust that
It pours on us.

Believe, all that is important
Be slow to rush
Fate has its own passion
Just wait - it may not be time yet

The wind blows where it will
Carrying dust that
It pours on us.

Be still then and hang on
Fret not and no demure
It won't be too long now
Just wait - it may not be time yet.

The wind blows where it will
Carrying dust that
It pours on us.

The Praise of Spring

The Praise of Spring

In the gentle summertide,
Wending upon a pilgrimage, came to a meadow's side;
All green was it and beautiful, with flowers far and wide,--
A pleasant spot, I ween, wherein the traveller might abide.

Flowers with the sweetest odors filled all the sunny air,
And not alone refreshed the sense, but stole the mind from every care;
On every side a fountain gushed, whose waters pure and fair,
Ice-cold beneath the summer sun, but warm in winter were.

There on the thick and shadowy trees, amid the foliage green,
Were the fig and the pomegranate, the pear and apple seen;
And other fruits of various kinds, the tufted leaves between,
None were unpleasant to the taste and none decayed, I ween.

The verdure of the meadow green, the odor of the flowers
The grateful shadows of the trees, tempered with fragrant showers,
Refreshed me in the burning heat of the sultry noontide hours;
Oh, one might live upon the balm and fragrance of those bowers!

Ne'er had I found on earth a spot that had such power to please,
Such shadows from the summer sun, such odors on the breeze;
I threw my mantle on the ground, that I might rest at ease,
And stretched upon the greensward lay in the shadow of the trees.

There soft reclining in the shade, all cares beside me flung,
I heard the soft and mellow notes that through the woodland rung;
Ear never listened to a strain, for instrument or tongue,
So mellow and harmonious as the songs above me sung.

A KNOWING IGNORANCE

A KNOWING IGNORANCE

How would the jeweler know in what soil what flower grow?
What flowers bear what scent?
How would the jeweler know?

The jeweler lives all his life with stones
With goldsmiths

How would the jeweler know?

Only he knows
Who, pledged to his own soil
Keeps every pledge he ever made to it
Honoring every word of every pledge

How would the jeweler know in what soil what flower grow?
What flowers bear what scent?Back to top

The moon is pale

The moon is pale..
And the stars look so bright..
I m thinking of a friend..
On the dark and loneely nite...
Tearing my heart... to a thousand pieces...
You have turned my life... into long solitary nites...
Agony and tears... i have... in ur absence...
Every morning I can see... my tear stained face...
I feel like a lonely child... who has lost the way...
I pray to my god... i ask for his grace...
For I cannot bare... these painful days..
My heart is wailing... i m missing u..
Without u crying and weaping...
And waiting to see my love....

I knelt to pray but not for long

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Muslim duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Allah to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord,
I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said
Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"
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Scrolling

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Was it the words that made me think about him all night
or was it the smile that he brought to my face when I saw the E- Mail
message that seem to shine so bright.

Yes I feel so confused, How could it be?
He stole my Heart away with the stroke of his computer keys.
We chat, we talk its just not the same, there should be no reason I get so
excited when I see his chat name.
We are in a private room, designed for two, sometimes I think they
designed one especially for me and you.
We are chatting for hours when I realize, oops, I'm on the computer, I was
lost there for a while, but His words they really make me smile.

Communications is the key to unlock my heart,
It's funny the computer has enable to get thus far.
Cyber space is strange and that is true,
But guess what - It Scrolled My Heart a Road Directly to yo

Net Friend

Net Friend

I type my love for you
On the TV screen

Never will you truly know
Just how much you mean

Some may say it's crazy
But I don't really care

They could never understand
all that we have shared

All the nights you've spent with me
Felt like you were here

Always with a open heart
And an open ear

I never had to wonder
If you truly care

Because when I turn on my TV
You words are always there

The Telephone

The Telephone

"When I was just as far as I could walk
From here today,
There was an hour
All still
When leaning with my head against a flower
I heard you talk.
Don't say I didn't, for I heard you say--
You spoke from that flower on the windowsill--
Do you remember what it was you said?"

"First tell me what it was you thought you heard."

"Having found the flower and driven a bee away,
I leaned my head,
And holding by the stalk,
I listened and I thought I caught the word--
What was it? Did you call me by my name?
Or did you say--
Someone said 'Come'--I heard it as I bowed."

"I may have thought as much, but not aloud."

"Well, so I came."

She Won't Cry

She Won't Cry

You see the pain that lies in her eyes,
But, alas, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her gaze,
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes,
The smile she wears is but a disguise,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the hope that is finally dead,
She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the love that lies within,
But she shall never love again,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes,
No one saw her die inside,
They won't cry.
No, they won't cry.

Sick of the pain

Sick of the pain
Hurt from the lies
He won't do it again
He won't hear my cries

Scared of sleeping
Afraid to have the same scary dream
And yet, that's what 'they' think it is
But nothing is as it seems

Watching the time tic slowly by
Remembering each moment
Each little cry
Just make it go away

Keep hearing that stupid laugh
Seeing his bright red hair
Nothing changed since then
No one seems to care

Getting use to the pain
Use to all the lies
He won't do it again
But I wish someone would hear my cries

May be,I will see her or not

May be,I will see her or not,
May be,I will get her or not,
May be,I will express my love to her or not,
No doubt,She will remain in my heart
even if, I will not emerge as her love.

May be,She believes me or not,
May be,She will be mine or not,
Ah,but I love only and only her,
May be,She loves any body else,
Certainly,I can love her more than every body else.

May be,She will give regards to my feelings or not,
May be,I could win her heart or not,
May be,I will grasp her hand in my my hand or not,
but,I wish to see her happy in her life.

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted
like a rose before it melted in storage.

I would have invited friends over to dinner
even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room
and worried much less about the dirt when someone
wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to
my grandfather ramble about his youth.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a
summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.

I would have sat on the lawn with my
children and not worried about grass stains.

I would have cried and laughed less while
watching television and more while watching life.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical,
wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said,
"Later. Now go get washed up for dinner."

There would have been more
"I love you's." More "I'm sorry's."

But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute,
look at it and really see it, live it, and never give it back.

Have A Fantastic Day
(Live well and make the most of today)

If one day you feel crying

If one day you feel crying
If one day you feel crying….call me.
I don’t promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away….
Don’t be afraid to call me.
I don’t promise to ask you tp stop….
But I can run with you.
If one you don’t want to listen to anyone …….call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to very quiet.
But if one day you call…….
And there is no answer……..
Come fast to see me.
May be I. need you

I'll be there

I'll be there


When no one is there for you
And you think no one cares
When the whole world walks out on you
And you think you're alone
I'll be there

When the one you care about the most
Could care less about you
When the one you gave your heart to
Throws it in your face
I'll be there

When the person you trusted
Betrays you
When the person you share all your memories with
Cant even remember your birthday
I'll be there

When all you need is a friend
To listen to you whine
When all you need is someone
To catch your tears
I'll be there

When your heart hurts so bad
You cant even breathe
When you just want to crawl up and die
I'll be there

When you start to cry
After hearing that sad song
When the tears just won't
Stop falling down
I'll be there

So you see I'll be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call and...
I'll be there...

Could You Be The One For Me?

Could You Be The One For Me?


Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate is going to be kind?

Could you be the one for me,
The one to help me forget
The man that broke my heart, my soul
The man that haunts me yet?

You tell me that I'm beautiful
Something I've never heard
But the one still lives here in my mind
That couldn't spare a kind word

It's going to be hard to forget
And pick up the pieces he left
Could you be the one to teach
How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come
And mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
What another broke apart?

It won't be an easy job, you see
My road has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again
It's opening for you
Just come in, and love me back
That's all you have to do

I must ask you one small thing
Before we kiss and part
Please be nice and kind to me
I'm tired of broken hearts

I Care ?

I Care ?

Don't tell me that you understand,
Don't tell me that you know,
Don't tell me that I will survive,
How I will surely grow.

Don't tell me this is just a test,
That I am truly blessed.
That I am chosen for this task,
Apart from all the rest.

Don't come at me with answers
That can only come from me,
Don't tell me how my grief will pass,
That I will soon be free.

Don't stand in pious judgment
Of the bonds I must untie,
Don't tell me how to suffer,
Don't tell me how to cry,

My life is filled with selfishness,
My pain is all I see,
But I need you, I need your love,
Unconditionally.

Accept me in my ups and downs,
I need someone to share
Just hold my hand and let me cry,
And say, "My friend, I care!"

If only you knew

If only you knew,
how my heart overflows with love for you.
If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams.
You're the owner of my heart,
the ruler supreme.
Even in the dark of night,
I've only to think about you
to feel your loving light
and from this world I drift
feeling as if
I'll never touch the ground again...
If only you knew.


If only you could guess
how I hear your voice when others speak;
for you hold the key to my happiness,
and it's always you my soul seeks.
If only you could feel,
how your very presence
has the power to heal,
all the wounds inside me.
You've made me abandon
the pain of yesterday,
and you've shown me
that the past can no longer
stand in the way
of what I hope to achieve...
If only you knew.


If only you could realize
the way you've shown me
that it's better to give
than to take,
and whatever I do,
I do for your sake.
I'm willing to give you my all
and expect nothing in return.
But, oh how I yearn
for you...
if only you knew

Please dont judge me by my face

Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper,
and maybe you will see.
The lonely little boy,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to him,
he'll show that he is insecure
Please try to be a friend to him,
and show him that you care.
Please just get to know him,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.

Simple love

Simple love

The love is in my heart for you
It was found there, unconditional and true,
I flutter in the seventh heavens clouds
The lands of pink roses and sugar mounds,

The key to my heart has rested there,
Bursts of heat and sticky sweat love fill the air,
My lungs filled with the scent of love,
And you giving soul lifting me above.

I don't know how to explain it

I don't know how to explain it,
If only you could truly see,
How much I really care for you,
How much you mean to me.

I look forward to seeing you every day,
The grin that belongs only to you,
When I see you I can't help but smile,
There is just something about you.

When you put your hand in mine,
My heart suddenly beats faster,
I wish I could tell you right then and there,
That my life could never be better.

When you wrap your arms around me,
For a simple, gentle hug,
I want to stay in that moment forever,
And tell you how much you really are loved.

When we gradually come close enough together,
Our lips touch, a kiss,
Nothing around us seems to matter,
Because there is nothing sweeter than this.

No words could ever express how much you mean to me,
I hope you have these feelings for me, too;
I can't figure out just what it is,
But there is definitely something very special about you

MY love it should be silent

MY love it should be silent, being deep ?
And being very peaceful should be still ?
Still as the utmost depths of ocean keep ?
Serenely silent as some mighty hill.

Yet is my love so great it needs must fill
With very joy the inmost heart of me,
The joy of dancing branches on the hill
The joy of leaping waves upon the sea.

At last, when all the summer shine

At last, when all the summer shine
That warmed life's early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine
And hold them close?at last?at last!
Not oft the robin comes to build
Its nest upon the leafless bough
By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,?
But you, dear heart, you love me now.

Though there are shadows on my brow
And furrows on my cheek, in truth,?
The marks where Time's remorseless plough
Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,?
Though fled is every girlish grace
Might win or hold a lover's vow,
Despite my sad and faded face,
And darkened heart, you love me now!

I count no more my wasted tears;
They left no echo of their fall;
I mourn no more my lonesome years;
This blessed hour atones for all.
I fear not all that Time or Fate
May bring to burden heart or brow,?
Strong in the love that came so late,
Our souls shall keep it always now!

how much you loved me

Did you never know, long ago, how much you loved me --
That your love would never lessen and never go?
You were young then, proud and fresh-hearted,
You were too young to know.
Fate is a wind, and red leaves fly before it
Far apart, far away in the gusty time of year --
Seldom we meet now, but when I hear you speaking,
I know your secret, my dear, my dear.

Farewell to thee! but not farewell

Farewell to thee! but not farewell
To all my fondest thoughts of thee:
Within my heart they still shall dwell;
And they shall cheer and comfort me.
O, beautiful, and full of grace!
If thou hadst never met mine eye,
I had not dreamed a living face
Could fancied charms so far outvie.

If I may ne'er behold again
That form and face so dear to me,
Nor hear thy voice, still would I fain
Preserve, for aye, their memory.

That voice, the magic of whose tone
Can wake an echo in my breast,
Creating feelings that, alone,
Can make my tranced spirit blest.

That laughing eye, whose sunny beam
My memory would not cherish less; -
And oh, that smile! whose joyous gleam
Nor mortal language can express.

Adieu, but let me cherish, still,
The hope with which I cannot part.
Contempt may wound, and coldness chill,
But still it lingers in my heart.

And who can tell but Heaven, at last,
May answer all my thousand prayers,
And bid the future pay the past
With joy for anguish, smiles for tears?

Ah! Sweet Mystery of Life

Ah! Sweet Mystery of Life

AH! sweet mystery of life, at last I've found thee;
Ah! I know at last the secret of it all;
All the longing, striving, seeking, waiting, yearning,
The burning hopes, the joys and idle tears that fall!
For 'tis love, and love alone, the world is seeking;
And it's love, and love alone, that can reply;
'Tis the answer, ti's the end and all of living,
For it is love alone that rules for aye!

ALL the flowers of the spring

All the Flowers

ALL the flowers of the spring
Meet to purfume our burying;
These have but their growint prime,
And man does flourish but his time.
Survey our progress from our birth--
We are set, we grow, we turn to earth.
Courts adieu, and all delights,
All bewitching appetites!
Sweetest breath and clearest eye,
Like perfumes go out and die;
And consequently this is done
As shadows wait upon the sun.
Vain the ambition of kings
Who seek by trophies and dead things
To leave a living name behind,
And weave but nets to catch the wind.

Song Making

Song Making

My heart cried like a beaten child
Ceaselessly all night long;
I had to take my own cries
And thread them into a song.

One was a cry at black midnight
And one when the first **** crew --
My heart was like a beaten child,
But no one ever knew.

Life, you have put me in your debt
And I must serve you long --
But oh, the debt is terrible
That must be paid in song.

I am alone in spite of love

I am alone, in spite of love,
In spite of all I take and give --
In spite of all your tenderness,
Sometimes I am not glad to live.

I am alone, as though I stood
On the highest peak of the tired gray world,
About me only swirling snow,
Above me, endless space unfurled;

With earth hidden and heaven hidden,
And only my own spirit's pride
To keep me from the peace of those
Who are not lonely, having died.

Maybe one day In a future time

Maybe one day
In a future time
Together we'll walk
And talk freely

We will watch
The sun set
And then rise again
Lost in beauty
Of the moment
Our hearts will ascend

It will be like
A new day has come
It will be like
Winter is over
And spring has begun

And all the promises
That spring brings
Will be ours to partake
Will be ours
To rejoice in

Until that day comes
Don't be anxious
Don't fret
For forever in your heart
There I will remain

And whenever
You feel lost
Or hope's walked away
Look to the sky
And send a prayer my way

For maybe one day
In a future time
Together we'll watch
The sun set
And then rise again
Two hearts forever linked
Ready for
A new dream to begin