You make me laugh when I want to cry

You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
You’re my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I'm with you time flies by fast.
It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don't want it to be any other way.

give me reason

give me reason
give me reason
let me live
let me live
i wanna hide in lives rush
i wanna get misplace in crowd
i wanna stay happy without reason
i wanna smile without reason
i want life
i want myself
giv me life
give me life
let me live
let me live

I heard your voice

I heard your voice

My heart burst like fire

He was standing in front of me

I don’t know

I was shy, or I was crying

He cleaned my tear,

And took my hand,

And put it on his heart,

Took promise from me

To never leave him,

I was starring ,with yelling eyes,

Questioning him,

Where were you?

Where was your love?

When I was crying alone

When I was missing you

at every moment,

when I was all alone

where were your promise?

Tear fell from his eyes

He hugged me, nd say

I was here,

in ur heart,

I was always with u my love

I love you since I saw you,

Since we met,

We smiled and promise to

Never Leave eachother,

And started walking in an

Endless road

With destiny in our hands.

_________________

Yes Love really is blind

Yes Love really is blind,
It leaves the victim out of his Mind!
Being the sin of a very different kind,
You just can't get out of it,
It'll Leave you in such a bind!

No matter how hard you try,
You'll always be left Behind!

Don't get trapped by the initial sweetness,
As looks do decieve, it is not at all Kind!

As you loose the sense of place and time,
You don't realise that your'e in for a grind!

Blind Love

Blind Love
Blinded by love...And now realized it..
I have so much love to give
So much of which you have received
But guess everything just leaked
Coz a wrong person I picked

Lots of people around me
Appreciated and love me
But I haven’t given love back
Coz I was busy following your track

I didn’t notice people around me
Coz you’re the only one I see
You were the center of my life
Like the string that holds the kite

I love you; the only thing in my mind
That’s why I’ve been so blind
So for such a very long time
I didn’t notice the many signs

I was living in a world of imagination
Everything I believed was my creation
I was so dumb believing
That we were both loving

After realizing those things
I look back from the beginning
Which those are true?
Coz I haven’t got a single clue

It really does hurt so much
Not receiving the love back
I thought appreciation would do
But you didn’t even give that too

I wish I didn’t even met you
If you’ll hurt me like you do
I wish I didn’t let me fall
So you didn’t played me like ball

_________________

Broken promises

Broken promises,

lies and no remorse

from him.

My marriage is on a

dangerous course.

Thirty-one years

I was blinded by love.

Now the truth

mocks me,

shocks me.

I thought it was

his illness that

made him,

but I found out,

now that he is well,

that selfishness was

all him.

Crassness was

all him.

My love is hurled

into confusion and

disillusion.

My only hope now is

freedom.

_________________

Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes

Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes
That they behold and see not what they see?
They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
Yet what the best is, take the worst to be.
If eyes corrupt by overpartial looks,
Be anchored in the bay where all men ride,
Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forgèd hooks,
Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
Why should my heart think that a several plot
Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not
To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
And to this false plague are they now transferred.

I've fallen in love with your thoughts I read everyday

I've fallen in love with your thoughts I read everyday,
I feel the passion of your love in every word you say.


Your words are like my shield at times I feel pain,
There is something special in you,
I just can't explain.


You are like an angel sent from above,
A friend who is there to share an unendless love.
As our friendship become deeper,
I fall more for you,
sometimes I come to ponder, is what I'm feeling true?


No face to be seen, No voice to be heard,
Only the fact that I read your every word.
I had fallen for you but is this really right?
Only your words I see, no person in my sight.


Must our love remain with only words to read?
No face to see? No words to hear?
Probably this is destined by the Lord above,
A gift no one can judge, our blind love.


_________________

Just for your love I lost all my sleep

Just for your love I lost all my sleep,
You never realised how my love was deep!

I gave you my heart forever yours to keep,
I climbed all the mountains, no matter how steep!

I didn't care at all that who saw me weep,
My heart shrieked its loudest but you didn't hear a beep!

My dreams all you slaughtered just like the sheep,
As if they were rubbish you threw them on a heap!

To me your smile was priceless, to you my heart was cheap,
I died taking your name, while you were asleep!

We're living in a time where, infidelity is 'the norm

We're living in a time where, infidelity is 'the norm
A broken heart must face, storm after storm!

Where true love has no meaning, any shape or form,
What was once a private home, has now become a dorm!

And your heart will be broken, with no hope of reform,
As you're living in this world, to this rule you must conform!

No matter what the odds are, you just have to perform,
Your ship broken and sunk ,you must swim through the storm!

If you don't want pain and sorrow, to your heart you must inform,
Get inside of the earth, or get crushed like a worm!

They say love is blind and you made this true

They say love is blind and you made this true.
I never got to place you in a outfit either pink or blue.
Never rocked you in my arms as you quietly slept.
Not one tear did i get to dry as you sadly wept.

I loved you none the less with all of my heart.
My world crashing down when we were torn apart.
I dream of you wrapped in a blanket of a white angel wing.
The lullaby you hear is the comfort I wanted to bring.

I still hold you everyday the only way i know how.
God doesn't take my love for you this much he does allow.
It is as stong as it would have been if I would have seen you.
After my journey in life is done I will carry my love through.

It will carry me straight to you, you will never be hard to find.
We will be together and I will hold the love that was blind.
Looking into eyes that are mine that show a soul I made.
I will place you upon my chest where you always should have laid.

They say love is blind and you made this come true.
I will place you in an outfit either pink or blue.
I will rock you in my arms as you quietly sleep.
I will dry your tears as you happily weep.

_________________

As we finish our part in this world's play

As we finish our part in this world's play,
Its for the moment of meeting you that I forever pray!
May the blind love take me to you on the judgement day,
For it is you whom, have I kept all the world at bay!


I'll run,I 'll walk, I'll crawl no matter come what may,
I'll catch up with you no matter who comes in fray!
As I stumble and stagger towards your way,
I'll clear all the hurdles that the destiny may lay!

To me it doesn't matter whether you're white,black or grey,
Nor does it matter to me what the world has to say!
Nothing quantifies in my heart, the length of your stay,
For me your soul matters,.....not your body of clay!

An Entrapment

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

If I could have just one wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

masoom bachpan

گرميوں ميں جب سب گھر والے سو جاتےتھے
دھوپ کي اُنگلي تھام کے ہم چل پڑتے تھے
ہميں پرندے کتنے پيار سے تکتے تھے
ھم جب ان کے سامنے پاني رکھتے تھے
موت ہميں اپني اّ غوش ميں چھپاتي تھي
قبرستان ميں جا کر کھيلا کرتے تھے
رستے ميں اِک ان پڑھ دريا پڑتا تھا
جس سے گزر کر پڑھنے جايا کرتے تھے
جيسے سورج اّ کر پياس بجھائے گا
صبح سويرے ايسے پاني بھرتے تھے
اُڑنا ھم کو اتنا اچھا لگتا تھا
چڑياں پکڑ کر اُن کو چوما کرتے تھے
تتلياں ہم پر بيٹھا کرتيں تھيں
ھم پھولوں سے اتنے ملتے جلتے تھے
ملي تھي يہ جواني ھم کو رستے ميں
 ھم تو گھر سے بچپن اوڑھ کے نکلے تھے
بچپن کے دُ کھ کتنے اچھے تھے
تب تو صرف کھلونے ٹوٹا کرتے تھے
وہ خوشياں بھي جانے کيسي خوشياں تھيں
تتلي کے پر نُوچ کے اُچھلا کرتے تھے
مار کے پاؤں ہم بارش کے پاني ميں
اپني ناؤ آپ ڈبويا کرتے تھے
چھوٹے تھے تو مِکرو فريب بھي چھوٹے تھے
دانہ ڈال کے چڑيا پکڑا کرتے تھے
اب تو اِک آنسو بھي رُسوا کر جائے
بچپن ميں جي بھر کے رُويا کرتے تھے
خُوشبو کے اُڑتے ہي کيوں مرجھايا پھول
کتنے بھولے پن سے پوچھا کرتے تھے
کھيل کود کے دن بھر اپني ٹولي ميں
رات کو ماں کي گُود ميں سويا کرتے تھے

suno tum ishq jaise hoo

سنو
تم عشق جیسے ہو
بہت سچے
بہت اجلے
ہمیشہ اتنے گہرے کہ
تمہاری کھوج میں نکلیں تو اپنی سمت کا رستہ بھی کھو جائے
تمہیں کیسے کوئی سمجھے
تمہیں کیسے کوئی پائے

.سنو
تم عشق جیسے ہو
بہت سچے
بہت اجلے

I love the way you look at me

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

A gentle word like a spark of light

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling, My Life.

A stranger you were once

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Love is the greatest feeling

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

I love you so deeply

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

When you love someone so deep inside

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

Cruel World

Cruel World

My tears ran like autumn rain
When cupids love was slain
In my heart there was only pain
I turn my back upon the world.

My world was shattered
When I lost all that mattered
And my dreams were scattered
I turn my back upon the world.

My heart has been broken
Her love for me was only token
All her promises now forsaken
I turn my back upon the world.

The loss of my hearts desire
Cold embers where once was fire
To love again I can only aspire
I turn my back upon the world.

But with head high I went forward
Feeling not a little awkward
And I found my just reward
When I went again into the world.

Though my love ended in tears
It's never as dark as it appears
I've put aside my darkest Fears
And I must go again out into the world.

Now back from the brink of madness
With Only distant memories of Sadness
My heart no resounds in gladness
Now I'm back again into the world.

I lie on the ground

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We talk through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space.

You're my angel in the night

You're my angel in the night
you're everything i think of
everything i dream of.
Yours is the voice i hear when
The moon steals the day.

Yours is the voice
i hear when the sun sneaks
in to warm me.
When my heart aches with lifes pains,
you are my angel.

I never expected someone like you.
Someone kind and loving as you.
You snuck into my life like a true
angel in the night.
Loving you is the only thing that
brought me this far.

Cuz' your my angel in the night.

The blind love makes one do, some stupid things

The blind love makes one do, some stupid things,
It gives him the feeling of flying without wings!
To the tune of sweet love, as the fallen one swings,
He gets only pleasure, even on harshest of stings!


On a slim thread of hope, as the dear life clings,
Only the fallen knows, what joy to him it brings!
As his heart becomes bound by invisible strings,
He becomes slave.. to the beloved's feelings!


As he longs for those moments of the special meetings,
Nothing can stop him, not even thorny beatings!
As the love-tales have no ends... only beginnings,
He loses his life but... takes all the winnings!

_________________

The Face Of A Cheater

The Face Of A Cheater

Last night I looked into the face of a cheater
A face that held a look I know so well.

A look of disturbance yet
A look of calmness too.

With each attempt to bend the truth
This look again appeared before me.

Recovery is a difficult process
That requires both to be open and honest.

I am not receiving honesty in all communications
And so again I have to make a decision.

Do I go forward with recovery
Or is there a new decision on the horizon?

My desire for the face to fade
Is stronger than my pain.

Hours, days and weeks go by
My heart and mind lead the way.

As long as the face fades
My choice will be to stay.

_________________

Life with out you

Life with out you

Tears roll down my face, as I look at you and your girl friend
I see how happy you are together, smiling and laughing
What a wonderful couple you make
I walk to my lonely room, turning on sad music
Picking up a razor
Without you I’m nothing, without you my life is meaningless
So I carve deep into my wrist, feeling every little piercing cut
Screaming from the pain, and bleeding from the veins
I lay back on my bed, watching the blood drain
Knowing you don’t feel any pain nor guilt for what you’ve done to me
Slowly, I pass away, with my last thoughts being of you
I know you will never know how much I love you
And just how much I miss you
_________________

A Lesson

A Lesson

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and
goodbye MY LOVE."
_________________

Painful Love

Painful Love

Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down -
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them -
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go -
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far.
_________________

That Feeling of Forever

That Feeling Of Forever.

I want that feeling.
you know?
That feeling of forever.
So simple,
Yet combined with everything
Love, Lust, Happiness, Sadness
Everything.
But still,
I want that feeling.
you know?
That feeling of forever.

This I write while having a thought

This I write while having a thought
during a time when we have fought
in a moment of time my mind is caught
to figure why this peril has been brought

People come, people go
but you never really have enough and more
though the bonds you grow
will have their own high and the low

Guess this is one of those highs
where the limits are beyond the skies
its value cannot have a price,
for friendship is not a game of dice

Sometimes I get high on careless dreams
that’s when you hear these selfish screams
making this bond of a concrete beam
tender and soft like whipped cream

Forgive me I ask you again
knowing I might have caused you pain
let me correct myself and try to be sane
keep away and from pleasantries I’ll refrain

The space you need is all yours
the life you want is set on its course
just like how ink follows paper from its source
i’ll stand by your life like codes of morse...

_________________

Love

Love

Soft and warm
Sealed with care
Sweet and kind
Will ever share
Brave and strong
Yet so fair
That is her
She's always there

Sensitive
to despair
Harkens to
others welfare
Delicate
she's elsewhere
Beautiful
beyond compare

If you meet her
Best Beware
She'll steal your heart
unaware
Her name is Love
This I swear
There's none like her
anywhere...

_________________

Winter Sun

Winter Sun

How valuable it is in these short days,
threading through empty maple branches,
the lacy-needled sugar pines.

Its glint off sheets of ice tells the story
of Death’s brightness, her bitter cold.

We can make do with so little, just the hint
of warmth, the slanted light.

The way we stand there, soaking in it,
mittened fingers reaching.

And how carefully we gather what we can
to offer later, in darkness, one body to another.

_________________

My Shadow

My Shadow

I have a little shadow that goes in and out with me,
And what can be the use of him is more than I can see.
He is very, very like me from the heels up to the head;
And I see him jump before me, when I jump into my bed.

The funniest thing about him is the way he likes to grow—
Not at all like proper children, which is always very slow;
For he sometimes shoots up taller like an india-rubber ball,
And he sometimes gets so little that there's none of him at all.

He hasn't got a notion of how children ought to play,
And can only make a fool of me in every sort of way.
He stays so close beside me, he's a coward you can see;
I'd think shame to stick to nursie as that shadow sticks to me!

One morning, very early, before the sun was up,
I rose and found the shining dew on every buttercup;
But my lazy little shadow, like an errant sleepy-head,
Had stayed at home behind me and was fast asleep in bed.

_________________

The temple of love is not love itself

The temple of love is not love itself;
True love is the treasure,
Not the walls about it.
Do not admire the decoration,
But involve yourself in the essence,
The perfume that invades and touches you-
The beginning and the end.
Discovered, this replace all else,
The apparent and the unknowable.
Time and space are slaves to this presence.

Always remember to forget

Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.


Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But don't forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.

Always remember to forget
The troubles that have passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day

_________________

Let go of your worries

Let go of your worries
and be completely clear-hearted,
like the face of a mirror
that contains no images.
If you want a clear mirror,
behold yourself
and see the shameless truth,
which the mirror reflects.
If metal can be polished
to a mirror-like finish,
what polishing might the mirror
of the heart require?
Between the mirror and the heart
is this single difference:
the heart conceals secrets,
while the mirror does not.

_________________

Only you

Only you
I choose among the entire world.
Is it fair of you
letting me be unhappy?


My heart is a pen in your hand.
It is all up to you
to write me happy or sad.

I see only what you reveal
and live as you say.
All my feelings have the color
you desire to paint.

From the beginning to the end,
no one but you.

Please make my future
better than the past.

When you hide I change
to a Godless person,
and when you appear,
I find my faith.

Don't expect to find
any more in me
than what you give.

Don't search for
hidden pockets because
I've shown you that
all I have is all you gave.

I do not hate the world

I do not hate the world,
Not because I do not know
How to hate,
But because God does not want me
To hate.
I love the world,
Not because I know how to love,
But because God,
Out of His boundless Bounty,
Loves the world
In me, through me and for me.

I'm broken deep inside

I'm broken deep inside.
I can't take much more.
You lie about everything.
I hate you to the core.

At once I felt your love,
But it turns out a lie.
I've lost all your trust,
So leave now and go die.

You tricked me so easily,
I couldn't believe it.
You were just so clever,
It's hard to admit.

Now that you're leaving,
I do feel some guilt,
But my anger never faded.
My heart started to wilt.

Two emotions kill my life.
I blame you for it all,
But why do I keep it up,
After all my tears fall?

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There are times

There are times
when I feel your presence
at my side

There are times
when I hear you say
it will be alright

There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around

There are times
when I miss you
and my heart begins to ache
and I smile through the pain

But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no you and me

There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally move on

There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring

There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday

No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember you with a smile.

My heart is sunk and moist is eye

My heart is sunk and moist is eye,
As nothing is more painful than the last good-bye.
These two words would change my life forever,
As a life without you, I thought never.

Remember that time together we spent,
Like a wind of joy that came and went.
Now we stand at the road’s end,
To choose our path and our lives to mend.

I hope that God will make up for this loss,
And maybe in future our roads will cross.
Till then I thank you for the moments we shared,
And for me, so much, you loved and cared.

Good-Bye to you, oh my soul beloved,
To the good old relationship that we both served.

At first remember how you promised?

At first, remember how you promised?
It would be soft and tender,
A loving feeling to remember.

But, instead . . .

You made me feel like a --
My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore.
And I wondered how this could be,
We were finally together, you and me.

I was only a piece of flesh,
No loving thing,
And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings.

You hurt me, caused pain
And what was I to gain?
This tiny life that is inside,
When I found out I could have died.

Something that once had the chance to be so sweet,
Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat.
The pain I felt,
My heart you made melt.

This pain can never be recovered,
Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover.
Something he will not see for a while.
He does not know that we made a child.

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Life in a love

Life in a love.

Escape me?
Never
Beloved!
While I am I, and you are you,
So long as the world contains us both,
Me the loving and you the loth,
While the one eludes, must the other pursue.
My life is a fault at last, I fear:
It seems too much like a fate, indeed!
Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed.
But what if I fail of my purpose here?
It is but to keep the nerves at strain,
To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall,
And baffled, get up to begin again,
So the chase takes up one's life, that's all.
While, look but once from your farthest bound,
At me so deep in the dust and dark,
No sooner the old hope drops to ground
Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark,
I shape me
Ever
Removed!

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I silently keep missing you when the nights are long my love

I silently keep missing you when the nights are long my love..

Everyday i keep thinking of you my love..
With every beat of the heart your face comes in front of my eyes my love..
With every breath that goes in I feel as if your within me my love..
With every wink of the eye i believe you r looking at me my love..
When am standing out looking at the sky i feel that u r watching me form there my love..
I know this soul yearns for ur love my love..
you don't even know what I go through when u ain't round my love..
When would u open up to me n give me all your love my love..
Believe me when i say I want u in my life my love..
If for once u could tel me what you r feeling my love..
Who knows we could get his blessings from above my love..
Cry for me only if u feel that i deserve ur tears my love..
Miss me only if u can't bear that distance like me my love..
i'am tired of expressing myself through words my love..
I look forword to that day when u would realize that intensity of my love for you my love..
Every moment with you is still fresh in my heart my love..
these eyes are still waiting to see you my love..
If you could make out the pain out of which i've written this my love..
You would count the number of times I've mentioned your name my love.
Don't get confused trying to search ur name my love..
You were and will always remain ....MY LOVE....

Life tends to be harder

Life tends to be harder
When expectations reach farther
And everything brings me down
When you aren’t around
Smiles seem to fade faster
When your gone away
And nobody’s eyes shine just quite the same
Love is a word I could use to describe
How I look at no one else when they pass me by
Coversations are duller
Seem pointless and bland
When your not right beside me holding my hand
Im not funny today
No one is laughing
As the sun sneaks away
Like nothing has happened
And I close my eyes
Try to fall asleep faster
Hoping tomorrow
Is a less painful disaster

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The Joke's On Me

The Joke's On Me

I keep waiting for the phone to ring
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.

What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?

Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?

I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised ! ! !

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The Lie

The Lie

Woke up this morning
Trying hard to hide my melancholy
I joined you for breakfast
And we continued our lie

Every day it is similar
You are cheery
And so am I
Our terrible lie

Can you imagine a time
When we awoke and did not speak
Realizing our moods would cause tension
Tension caused by too little life?

I do wish sometimes
As I leave for work sullenly
Dreading the day already
Weeping far within

The lie, terrible and unending
Would cease to be
And I would know the real you
And you the real me

But, the lie drags on for now
For it is not written in the stars
And perhaps it will never be
I am my own companion

The dreaded truth
Gathered in a lifetime
Sentenced for an eternity
Realized too late

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