Here i stand, Your letters in hand

Here i stand,
Your letters in hand,
I glance to my right,
I glance to my left,
This door is open wide,
I'm waiting for our lives to recollide,
I look out,
I look up,
The sky is grey,
Just like always,
I think back,
I think of the past,
Remembering what you swore,
But you affirm no more,
I imagine the love in your eyes,
I imagine the softness in your voice,
You promised forever & for always,
That you'd love me til the end of days,
I believed your every uttterence,
I believed your every word,
But where are you now?
Your gone. And i dont know why or how.