My heart will always bear your name

My heart will always bear your name
No matter where I go,
And years will pass me by yet still
My love will always grow..

Along with every breath I make
I wish for your embrace,
Or just to gently place my hands
On your angelic face..

Right from the very day we met
I knew inside you'll be,
The guy who will complete my life
And love no one but me..

Your gentle touch, your sweet caress
Your most endearing eyes,
Are all the fills my soul with bliss
That goes beyond the skies..

More than the time I shall exist
My songs for you will play,
Until the stars all cease to burn
My love for you will stay..

And little drops of rain that kiss
The earth may fall no more,
But until then I'll treasure you
And lovingly adore..

Great as the kings of legends told
My words will never break,
And soon before your eyes unfold
A vow that I will make..

Dreams don't come true, or so I thought
But then you proved me wrong,
For I have always dreamed of you
And then you came along..

And so my sweetheart, look at me
And let me hold your hands,
I swear to love you all my life
Until forever ends..

Let's take this journey far across
Where ocean meets the sky,
I'll hold you close, I wont let go
I'll never say goodbye..

Even the most of trials come
I'll stand and make it through,
And tell the world they can not take
Away my love for you..

Now and for always you will be
The prince of my life,
You are the greatest gift I had
My ever dearest .....

_________________

Sometimes...

Sometimes...
when you cry...
no one sees your tears.

Sometimes...
when you are in pain...
no one sees your hurt.

Sometimes...
when you are worried...
no one sees your stress.

Sometimes...
when you are happy...
no one sees your smile.

Sometimes...
when you love someone...
they don't even realize.

Sometimes..
when I say I love you...
you don't know how much I mean it.

Sometimes...
when I hold your hand...
you don't know how I never want to let you go.

Sometimes...
when you call me...
you don't know how special I feel.

Sometimes...
when I'm with you...
You don't know how lucky I feel.

Sometimes...
when I look in your eyes...
you don't see that special gaze.

Sometimes...
when I stare...
you don't realize how you take my breath away.

Sometimes...
when I just sit there...
you don't know how good it feels to just be with you.

Sometimes...
when you say something crass...
you don't know how much it hurts.

Sometimes…
when you tell me you love me…
you don't see me smiling.

Sometimes...
when I'm here...
you don't know how much I need you.

Sometimes...
when I hurt you...
you don't know how sorry I am.

Sometimes...
when I say you're perfect...
you don't know how true it is.

... Sometimes ...

Glimpse of Pleasure!

Glimpse of Pleasure!

On a dark night,
When the city was not so bright!
I lay on the roof of my house,
Into the sky I started to browse!

Deep into the dark night sky while I was gazing,
The feelings I had were amazing!
With deep relaxing breaths, I relaxed my mind, body and soul,
The soothing and pleasant experience, relaxed my being as a whole!

Didn't notice when my eyes were slowly shut,
And from this world ,I was completely cut!
Had forgotten all my worries and pains,
And my body was relaxed to the veins!

Before I knew, I was under the sunlight
The morning sun was, up shining bright!
When I started to walk, down the stairs,
I felt like going back, into nightmares!

But I'm not afraid, to face my fate,
As I believe, my Lord above is Great!
He has given me, the glimpse of pleasure,
Of which there is, simply no measure!

Let Today....Be "The Day

Let Today....Be "The Day"

Let today,
Be "The day"!
When you change,
Your way!
And you make hay
While it is day!


Explain to you heart,
Following the wishes,
And disobeying Allah,
Is not the way!
It is totally unwise,
And it does not pay!


He may forgive you,
If you pray!
And ask for his forgiveness,
Whenever you stray!


Remember that Heaven,
Is a permanent stay!
For those who said nay,
To the devil's way!


If you follow,
The devil's way,
Without mercy,
He will slay!


Making errors in life,
Is the nature,
Of human clay!
Repentance my dear,
Is the correct way!
To wash all your errors and sins away!

Frozen

Frozen

Frozen are my dreams,
As if the winter's struck the streams!
Only my soul can hear now,
My heart's lonely screams!


Frozen are my emotions,
And broken are my notions!
That your love can somehow heal,
My wounds deeper than oceans!


Frozen are my feelings,
You were dishonest in your dealings!
You ignored my heart was reeling,
And threw me like a peeling!


Frozen is my belief,
You're the one that God has chosen!
How wrong You proved Me to be,
When You left me dead and Frozen!

This being human is a guest-house

This being human is a guest-house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!

Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture.

Still, treat each guest honorably.
Who may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

What is life?

What is life?
Test of strife?
Mix of joy and sorrow,
Today then tomorrow?
Or test of faith,
With world as bait?
Happiness and calamity,
Death and eternity?
Nothing you behold
Niether sand or gold,
are there with you for good,
So do what you should!
Go and do a deed,
Help someone in need!
Don chase the world in greed,
Before the bird is freed!
Go save ya self with deed!
Help the ones in need!

The Birth is your Opening Balance

The Birth is your Opening Balance
Your Death is our Closing Balance
Your Ideas are your Assets
Your Views are your Liabilities
Your Happiness is your Profits
Your Sorrows are your Losses
Your Soul is your Goodwill
Your Heart is your Fixed Asset
Your Duties are your Outstanding Expenses
Your Friendshipis your Hidden Adjustment
Your Character is your Capital
Your Knowledge is your Investments
Your Patience is your Interest
Your Mind is your Bank Balance
Your Thinking is your Current Account
Your Behavior is your Journal Entry
Bad Things you should always Depreciate and lastly
Your Love is your Balance Sheet...

I love thee as I love the calm

I love thee as I love the calm
Of sweet, star-lighted hours!
I love thee, as I love the balm
Of early jes'mine flow'rs.
I love thee, as I love the last
Rich smile of fading day,
Which lingereth, like the look we cast,
On rapture pass'd away.
I love thee as I love the tone
Of some soft-breathing flute
Whose soul is wak'd for me alone,
When all beside is mute.

I love thee as I love the first
Young violet of the spring;
Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd,
To scented blossoming.
I love thee, as I love the full,
Clear gushings of the song,
Which lonely--sad--and beautiful--
At night-fall floats along,
Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet
The hours of rest and dew;
When melody and moonlight meet
To blend their charm, and hue.
I love thee, as the glad bird loves
The freedom of its wing,
On which delightedly it moves
In wildest wandering.

I love thee as I love the swell,
And hush, of some low strain,
Which bringeth, by its gentle spell,
The past to life again.
Such is the feeling which from thee
Nought earthly can allure:
'Tis ever link'd to all I see
Of gifted--high--and pure!

When I was with you You made me happy

When I was with you
You made me happy
When I was with you
You listened to my stories
When I was with you
You encouraged me to come up

When I was with you
You trusted me a lot
When I was with you
You shared with me everything
When I was with you
You comfort me with nice words

When I was with you
You complimented me
When I was with you
You cared about my well being
When I was with you
You treated me as a great friend

Even when I am missing you with all of my heart,
I never forget you

I walked into a garden.
I came upon a single rose.
Never seen such a glow.
Oh how it touched me so.

I walked into a garden.
Came upon a single rose.
As I looked at it's petals.
A face began to show.

I just couldn't believe.
The face revealed to me.
A face I've never seen.
Then you emailed me.

Oh how surprised I was.
The face in my dreams.
The one I've been searching for.
I've searched so long.

Then here you are.
The rose with the magic glow.
Letting all your love show.
Now I know.

I Love You...............

I never thought

I never thought
I'd meet someone like you,
when my world seemed desolate,
you shined through
so warm and true,
with just a smile,
and your tender embrace,
you stole my heart,
put a glow in my face.
Like the calming effect
of the waves upon the sand,
you make my troubles disappear,
with just the touch of your hand.
If only for a moment in time,
I share this journey with you,
I wont look back and think,
just for a brief second that
you were mine,
but rather,
the feeling
so wonderful and new.
Don't be sad that time is ending,
for it's only just begun,
maybe somewhere in God's
little plan,
he meant for you to be the one.
So smile and think,
of the times that we share,
and know in your heart
that I do honestly care.
You will never be forgotten,
in my heart you'll always be,
so when life gets you down,
search deep in your thoughts,
and please remember me.

Slow Tears

Slow Tears


I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

My heart cries for you

My heart cries for you.
It's all I hear day and night.
It haunts me crying,
Crying for you and your love.

These empty arms crying out,
Wanting, needing to embrace you,
To make physical contact,
To hold you close to my heart.

The need for you consuming me,
Over shadowing everything,
Reaching out for you,
Crying out for you.

Touching empty air.
Sinking down in despair.
Wanting, needing,
Reaching, crying.

Loving you so, needing you so,
Dying a little each day.
The need is so great.
The pain so strong.

My heart cries for you.
It's all I hear day and night.
It haunts me crying,


The emptiness inside so great,
So dark, so lonely.
Just a big void,
Waiting for your love.

Needing the warmth
That your love surrounds me in,
Aching for the rays of your sunshine,
That your love brings into my life.

Needing, wanting,
Reaching, crying,
Always for you,
My love, my life.

I Need You Sweetheart

I Need You Sweetheart

Like a dessert needs the water,
Like a flower needs the rain,
My soul is thristy for your love,
My heart screams out your name.

Like a ship needs a sailor,
Like the stars need the sky,
You brighten up my world,
Like the moon lights up the night.

Like a movie star loves fame,
Like a poor man needs money,
I need and long for your love,
For your as sweet as honey.

When the twlight is fading,
And the sky is dark with blue,
Just remember this one thing,
Darlin, I really do need you.

I'm so proud I met you,
Would love to have you by my side,
And I just want you to know,
You really light up my life.

If love is not worth waiting for

If love is not worth waiting for, it's not worth having.

**Love may not ask you to give up your life,
But it will require lots of sacrifices.**

****Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let himgo.****

***I though that by telling my self and eveyrone else that i hated you.
That sooner or later i would come to believe it.
But i now realize that by lying, it makes
me want you even more..***

***Iff you are willing to trust in a person when all others tell
You to go against it,
If you are willing to risk getting your heart broken becasue
YOu believe in that other person,
Than that i s true LOVE.

Some say love, it is a river

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

My love for you is undying

My love for you is undying
It can never be changed
Altered or canceled
I will love you till the end of time

My love is never ending
Like the moon circling the earth
The sun rising every day
The ever rising and falling of the tides

My love is unrelenting
Like the changing of the seasons
The passage of time
Like the contant rising and setting of the sun

My love for you will never let you down
I will always be there forever
Till the end of time
You can always count on me

In Love with you

In Love with you...

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought Id never
Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you

Giving someone all your love

Giving someone all your love,
is never an assurance that they will love you back.
Do not expect love in return;
just wait for it to grow in their heart;
but if it does not, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone

Why can't I stop

Why can't I stop
Stop thinking of you
I try to fill my day
With lots of things to do

But I continue to drift
Wondering where you are
Do you have any idea
That on my heart you've left a scar

You have priorities
Places you have to be
I'm just so very sad
There's no place for me

I fell in love with you
The keeper of my heart
It's just very hard for me
Since we've been apart

I think you're amazing
A very wonderful man
You pulled me in your web
I became your greatest fan

Just thinking of you
Makes my heart race
There's no one like you
Who brings a glow to my face

Did you ever stop to see
That each time we were together
I would melt within your eyes
A feeling I'll always treasure

When I stop to think
All that we've been through
I can't help but realize
I'm addicted to you.

Love never hurries it is always kind

Love never hurries it is always kind.

It is not jealous, and never boasts of its greatness.

Love is not rude or selfish.

It is always ready to forgive and forget mistakes we make.

Love is no friend of wickedness, but delights in honesty and truth.

Love is strong and never gives up.

It never loses its trust in God or its hope for the future.

Love will survive all things because it is everlasting....!

My Eternal Love

My Eternal Love


As water is to flower,
And honey is to a bee,
You are always there,
You are a part of me.
As the wind blows,
Through the distant land.
My love for you grows,
Never wanting to end.
As the stars are to the night,
And the grass is to the ground,
You must definitely know.
My love is all around.
And when there is no wind,
No land, night or sun.
I`ll love you forever and always,
Even when my life here is done.
And when my days are over,
My life here on earth is through,
I hope you`ll forever know,
I`ll still be in love with you.

I want success

I want success,
but not on this earth,
as this earth is mortal,

I wish for love,
but not of these people,
as all are unworthy,
ruthless, selfish and mean,

I want to sleep,
hav'nt slept for years
with no fear,no worries
no love and tears.....

I want everything,
which can't be seen,
can only be felt,

I want a feel of love,
warmth and happiness of my soul...

A new day but the same day

A new day but the same day
The same people
The same hopes
The same let down right after the other
The same life
The same longing
The same desire
The same need
My phone will still stay silent
I will still be alone
You will be missing
I will still be wanting you
I know you didn't want to hurt me
Which is why I love you so much
I didn't want to hurt you
Thats why this hurts me even more
You made me powerless
You stole my strenth
I can't un-break this broken heart
Not only can I not trust you
I now don't trust myself

Long Distance Friend

Long Distance Friend


I've a warm and friendly feeling
As I think of you today,
And I wish that we could visit,
But you're many miles away.

Separated by such distance,
Yet your letters bring you near,
Through the miles we share a friendship
That's become to me most dear.

Friends through correspondence only,
Still your face I need not see,
For your soul shines through the pages
Every time you write to me!

Your special way of writing,
Warming as the sunshine rays,
Brings joy and inspiration,
And brightens up my days.

You've enriched my life, my dear friend,
And I hope God wills we meet,
Friendship's Road is so much nicer,
Traveling with one so sweet!

I shared all my secrets with u,
When I feel alone,
I jst thought of u,
Ur's thought always gave me strenght.

I don't know when u come close to me so much,
I will never be able to forgot u,
I don't know,
Bt I miss u so much every momet of my life!

My Love Blooms For You

My Love Blooms For You
Like A Flower In Spring
Like A Piece Of Art
It’s A Beautiful Thing.

I Hold To It Gently
And Feel Its Light Glow
As Into My Heart
It Begins To Flow.

It Opens The Petals
The Dew It Does Drink
As Into Your Eyes
My Soul Starts To Sink.

My Stomach Aflutter
With Butterfly Wings
Emotions And Thoughts
And Other Things.

Our Love Is New
And Bright As A Star
God Must Really Love Me
To Bring Me To You

Longing For You

Longing For You

Pain and Agony,
that’s what you cause me.
I love you so much and I can’t let it be.
Your blue eyes,
are like the magical sky,
When you look at me I could just die.
You make my heart melt everytime you speak,
Just you, yourself,
make me weak.
I wish I could have you,
You have no idea what I would do,
But I can’t have you now,
she has you.
She would be stupid to ever let you go,
I wish I were her,
you can’t begin to know.
If she ever hurts you,
remember I’ll be here.
I love you and I will always care.
I would make you happy,
I promise you that,
And if you did something good,
I’d give you a pat on the back.
Of course non of these fantasies will ever come true,
all that will be between us is my love for you.

When you lose your love

When you lose your love
And it makes your life turn cold
When it tears you apart
Your heart and soul just can't go on
When love's alive, it sets you free
When it's gone, it's plain to see
How even love can become a lethal weapon

When you lose control
And you scare yourself sometimes
When you really don't care, yeah
That your life is on the line
No one outside can understand
You take your life in your own hands
And even love can become a lethal weapon

Killing you, that's the last thing love
Was ever meant to do
Become a lethal weapon
You know there is no hope of breaking free
And what you suffer happily
That's when love itself becomes
A lethal weapon

Cannot go forward cannot go back

Cannot go forward cannot go back
Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks.
I know I am leaving something behind,
And it is tearing my spirit inside.


Choices have always made me aware
Of contradictions in me - so unfair!
It seems that it all has to come down to me.
I wonder if someone my struggles can see?


Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight!
Alone, be alone, and from it all hide -
That's my first impulse that won't get me far.
Is that way for many, or is it my star?


Maybe I should have simply there stayed,
And prevented the so unknown fate
That chills me and makes me so scared.
Who knows how I would have otherwise faired?


But my life has passed in change after change,
Now in security I feel too strange,
And my restless heart does make me go on.
Moving and shifting is ever my song!

Alone

Alone


I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows...!

Have you ever been so broken

Have you ever been so broken
so completely torn
have you ever hated you life
and wanted nothing more

have you ever wished to die
while sitting on your bed
have you ever thought of taking
a gun to your head?

have you ever said i love you
and meant it word by word
have you ever had your heart break.
so bad that everything hurt?

have you ever hated words
just because he said them
have you ever wanted nothing more
than just to be his friend

have you ever been happy
when he was with someone else
although deep down inside
you wanted it to be yourself

have you ever cried so bad
that your head starts to shake
and everything around you
just falls collapse and breaks

have you ever had the feeling
that he's not coming back
and no matter what you do
you heart is turning black

have you ever asked him why
he is doing this to you
and he replies for his own pleasure because
something you put him through

have you ever wished to go back
before anything happened
and you wish that you could die
or some how have an accident?

don't you just wish you could be her
just to start over again
not even be his lover
just his good friend

and don't you wish he just stop
with all these stupid grudges
and clear the pain away
away without smudges

cant i just retry
just this last time
and prove to you it will work
if only you were mine?

_________________

When you look at the moon, think of me

When you look at the moon, think of me.
Whenever you feel lonely, call for me.
If the stars fall down on your head,
Think of me lying in your bed.

Whenever times seem to get tough,
Think of me, giving you my unconditional love.
And if the world that you've built seems to fall apart,
Run to me and hold on to my heart.

For I am wherever you may go,
Because how much I love you, you'll never know.
And if you ever think the choice u made was wrong,
Open my heart and listen to its song.

A song that can only be heard by you,
A song singing about my love so true.
If you ever feel the need to go and love another guy,
Think of me, for then I will die.

If life throws you on your back,
Let me help you up and join you in the oncoming attack.
Think of me when you laugh,
You don't need to win my heart, you already have.

And think of me when we're making love,
And tell me that of me you could have never enough.
I am willing to spend my love with you eternally
As long as you think of me...

The Land Of Dreams

The Land Of Dreams

Awake, awake my little Boy!
Thou wast thy Mother's only joy:
Why dost thou weep in thy gentle sleep?
Awake! thy Father does thee keep.

"O, what land is the Land of Dreams?
What are its mountains, and what are its streams?
O Father, I saw my Mother there,
Among the lillies by waters fair.

Among the lambs clothed in white
She walked with her Thomas in sweet delight.
I wept for joy, like a dove I mourn—
O when shall I return again?"

Dear child, I also by pleasant streams
Have wandered all night in the Land of Dreams;
But though calm and warm the waters wide,
I could not get to the other side.

"Father, O Father, what do we here,
In this land of unbelief and fear?
The Land of Dreams is better far
Above the light of the Morning Star."

It is only a tiny rosebud

It is only a tiny rosebud
A flower of God’s design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I.
GOD opens this flower so sweetly,
Then, in my hands, they die.
If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
The flower of God’s design,
Then how can I have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So, I’ll trust in Him for leading
Each moment of my day.
I will look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the Pilgrim’s way.
The pathway that lies before me
Only my Heavenly Father knows.
I’ll trust him to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.

The night we met I felt so good

The night we met I felt so good
The stars fell from heaven
The moon shined so bright
I never thought it could
But then the owls hooted
The coyotes barked
I wished it was day
My mind was polluted
The rain came pouring
The moon eclipsed
The night was blackened
By this single doing
I felt lost
I felt scared
But then morning came
And it was all just a dream............!

The time I've lost in wooing

The time I've lost in wooing
In watching and pursuing
The light that lies
In woman's eyes
Has been my heart's undoing
Tho' Wisdom oft has sought me
I scorn'd the lore she brought me
My only books
Were women's looks
And folly's all they taught me

Her smile when Beauty granted
I hung with gaze enchanted


Like him the Sprite
Whom maids by night
Oft meet in glen that's haunted
Like him, too, Beauty won me
But when the spell was on me
If once their ray
Was turn'd away
O! winds could not outrun me

And are those follies going?
And is my proud heart growing
Too cold or wise
For brillant eyes
Again to set it glowing?
No -- vain, alas! th' endeavour
From bonds so sweet to sever
Poor Wisdom's chance
Against a glance
Is now as weak as ever

There is inside you

There is inside you

All of the potential
To be whatever you want to be;
All of the energy
To do whatever you want to do.


Imagine yourself as you would like to be,
Doing what you want to do,
And each day, take one step
Towards your dream.


And though at times it may seem

too difficult to continue,
Hold on to your dream.


One morning you will awake to find
That you are the person you dreamed of,
Doing what you wanted to do,
Simply because you had the courage
To believe in your potential
And to hold on to your dream.

One lonely night

One lonely night
one lonely me
this isn't how
its suppose to be.

We should be together
wrapped 'round each other tight
instead we're both alone
on this one lonely night.

A cool breeze gently
caresses my face
oh how I wish your hands
could take its place.

We're not really alone
on this lonely night
we're just simply out
of each others' sight.

For in our hearts
love holds us tight
we're not alone on
this one lonely night.

One Way Love

One Way Love

A one way love can never thrive;
It needs reciprocation.
And so in order to survive
My love needs affirmation.

So throw your caution to the sky,
And let your heart command.
You'll find that it will not deny
A love which must expand.

Come now, to me, with open arms
And sweep me off my feet;
And then display for me your charms,
To make my love complete.

My one way love will terminate
Without your inspiration.
So, therefore, please reciprocate
With no more hesitation.

I've been waiting up for you to rescue me

I've been waiting up for you to rescue me,
To come around and cover everything.
I'm relying on my best memories,
To breathe for me, breathe for me...

So much better than all this, all this..

Tired of singing sad songs in my head,
But I can't find enough of anything to drown out what you said.
And sometimes I find I catch myself letting you back in,
I'm so tired of singing all the sad songs in my head.

And I can still smell summer on your skin,
And I can still remember giving in.
Wrapped all up in your hips, and in your sheets,
It felt great falling, great falling..

So much better than all this, all this..
Tired of singing sad songs in my head,
But I can't find enough of anything to drown out what you said.
And sometimes I find I catch myself letting you back in,
I'm so tired of singing all the sad songs in my head.

I feel so faded, so far gone..
Nothing surprises me anymore..
So faded, so far gone...
Nothing surprises me anymore..

So much better than all this, all this..
Tired of singing sad songs in my head,
But I can't find enough of anything to drown out what you said.
And sometimes I find I catch myself letting you back in,
I'm so tired of singing all the sad songs in my head.

So Long For Now

So Long For Now


You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.

Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Nan Legge, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Nan Legge, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.

Waiting For Undying Love

Waiting For Undying Love

Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.

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My Pillow gazes upon me at night

My Pillow gazes upon me at night
Empty as a gravestone;
I never thought it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Not to lie down asleep in your hair.
I lie alone in a silent house,
The hanging lamp darkened,
And gently stretch out my hands
To gather in yours,
And softly press my warm mouth
Toward you, and kiss myself, exhausted and weak-
Then suddenly I''m awake
And all around me the cold night grows still.
The star in the window shines clearly-
Where is your blond hair,
Where your sweet mouth?
Now I drink pain in every delight
And poison in every wine;
I never knew it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Alone, without you.

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Oh Never More

Oh Never More


O world! O life! O time!
On whose last steps I climb,
Trembling at that where I had stood before;
When will return the glory of your prime?
No more--Oh, never more!.

Out of the day and night
A joy has taken flight;
Fresh spring, and summer, and winter hoar,
Move my faint heart with grief, but with delight
No more--Oh, never more!

Nightingales

Nightingales

Beautiful must be the mountains whence ye come,
And bright in the fruitful valleys the streams wherefrom
Ye learn your song:
Where are those starry woods? O might I wander there,
Among the flowers, which in that heavenly air
Bloom the year long!.

Nay, barren are those mountains and spent the streams:
Our song is the voice of desire, that haunts our dreams,
A throe of the heart,
Whose pining visions dim, forbidden hopes profound,
No dying cadence, nor long sigh can sound,
For all our art.

Alone, aloud in the raptured ear of men
We pour our dark nocturnal secret; and then,
As night is withdrawn
From these sweet-springing meads and bursting boughs of May,
Dream, while the innumerable choir of day
Welcome the dawn.

Their Light Leave Life

Their Light Leave Life

Flower Open To Celebrate Spring Glory
Bring Joy Of Fragrances To All
Dancing In The Moon
Starryfaced Friends Awake
Twinkling On A Lake Mountains In The Sky
See The Stars
See The Sky Of Sun And Moon
Their Light Leave Life All Day All Night Long
Butterfly Whisper I Love You Flower
Touching My Petal
Sweetfragrance Welcomes
Tingling Tingling Pearly Shower
Soft To Touch Beauty Of Flower
Oh Loving Nature
Love Is You
Life Is You
Crimson Joy Is You
Every Creation Is The Color Of You
Their Light Leave Life All Day All Night Long
Nature Art Music And Poetry
My Face As I Sky
Is The Beautiful Sunrise

Ways Towards Destiny

Ways Towards Destiny

In the path of life
I found many obstacles
When I remembered my aims
Obstacles became solutions
Solutions towards growth

In the path of life
I came across many challenges
When I remembered my goals
Challenges became moral
Moral towards growth

In the path of life
I had seen many dreams
When I remembered my motto
Dreams became reality
Reality towards destiny!

Life is a beautiful dream

Life is a beautiful dream

Life is a beautiful dream
Nights revealing the aims and goals
Days become major obstacles

I work throughout night
I keep winking all the day
To ensure growth of my dreams

Life being an unsolved mystery
Miracles are solutions for dreams
Mystery and miracles are aims and goals

Life is a beautiful dream
So keep dreaming

Every Time I look Into Your Eyes

Every time I look into your eyes
I feel like being in there

Every time I listen to your voice
I feel like listening to more

Every time I take your name
I feel the love towards you

Every time I think about you
I feel like dreaming about you

Every time I think about myself
I feel that I am incomplete
Yes, I am incomplete without your love
Fill my heart with your love
I love you, I just love you!

When Tomorrow Starts

When Tomorrow Starts

When tomorrow starts without me
And I’m not here to see…
If the sun should rise and find your
Eyes filled with tears filled for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today…
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too.
When tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we are apart…
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here in your heart.

Autumn Leaves

Autumn Leaves

Its cold, it’s so windy
I go about dangling alone
Do they think, I am easy?
And to such gusts prone?

In earthy hues are reeling
Tinged and droopy leaves
They hold not my feelings
desolate are lives sieves

Longing days spent on lies
Tied to twine of words
Sighing I look! to the skies
Not to savor swooping birds

go about a lonely life
seemingly abuzz secure
Glide on tiles and strife
mindful of a slippery floor

Life’s loaded hues, colors
dull and ordinary its days
By side walks bloom flowers
Along cobbled paths and ways

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Passion

Passion

Passion makes the old medicine new:
Passion lops off the bough of weariness.
Passion is the elixir that renews:
how can there be weariness
when passion is present?
Oh, don't sigh heavily from fatigue:
seek passion,
seek passion,
seek passion!

Life is a Journey

Life is a Journey

Life is but a stopping place,
a pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
to sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
different paths along the way,
We all were meant to learn some things,
but never meant to stay...

Our destination is a place,
far greater than we know.
For some the journey's quicker,
for some the journey's slow.

And when the journey finally ends,
we'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
together with the Lord
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When Is It Time

When Is It Time


When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone

I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue

We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny

That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad

The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side

I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet

If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you

For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time

Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full of life;
And every day held promise,
And our futures, clear and bright

But now the lights are darkening ...
We take it daily now;
I cannot see our futures clear
Or think beyond this cloud

I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye

For if I let myself admit
It's time to let you go;
I'd have to face reality
Without you but I know

That soon I have to face the
Final outcome that I dread,
And holding on will only serve
To hurt you in the end

You've given such unselfish love
For all our time in life,
But if I hold too tightly,
You'll not move t'ward the light

On to a better life, where you
Can once again be free,
Of all the pain and discomfort
That holds you here to me

So if I find the courage just to say
This last farewell,
I hope you will forgive me for
The time it took me; still

I'll hold with me, the memories
That in my heart remain,
Pray one day, down the road a'ways
They'll lesson my own pain

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Before You Think

Before You Think

Before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

The Tyger

The Tyger

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare seize the fire?

And what shoulder, & what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? & what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears,
And water'd heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forest of the night,
What immortal hand or eye,
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

Sonnet

Sonnet

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd,
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or natures changing course untrimm'd:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest,
Nor shall death brag thou wandrest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest,
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee