A new day but the same day

A new day but the same day
The same people
The same hopes
The same let down right after the other
The same life
The same longing
The same desire
The same need
My phone will still stay silent
I will still be alone
You will be missing
I will still be wanting you
I know you didn't want to hurt me
Which is why I love you so much
I didn't want to hurt you
Thats why this hurts me even more
You made me powerless
You stole my strenth
I can't un-break this broken heart
Not only can I not trust you
I now don't trust myself