Monday, October 7, 2013

humein bhooja de humari anaa ko qatal na ker


Rain, midnight rain, nothing but the wild rain
On this bleak hut, and solitude, and me
Remembering again that I shall die
And neither hear the rain nor give it thanks
For washing me cleaner than I have been
Since I was born into this solitude.
Blessed are the dead that the rain rains upon:
But here I pray that none whom once I loved
Is dying to-night or lying still awake
Solitary, listening to the rain,
Either in pain or thus in sympathy
Helpless among the living and the dead,
Like a cold water among broken reeds,
Myriads of broken reeds all still and stiff,
Like me who have no love which this wild rain
Has not dissolved except the love of death,
If love it be towards what is perfect and
Cannot, the tempest tells me, disappoint.

After Rain

After Rain  

The rain of a night and a day and a night
Stops at the light
Of this pale choked day. The peering sun
Sees what has been done.
The road under the trees has a border new
of purple hue
Inside the border of bright thin grass:
For all that has
Been left by November of leaves is torn
From hazel and thorn
And the greater trees. Throughout the copse
No dead leaf drops
On grey grass, green moss, burnt-orange fern,
At the wind's return:
The leaflets out of the ash-tree shed
Are thinly spread
In the road, like little black fish, inlaid,
As if they played.
What hangs from the myriad branches down there
So hard and bare
Is twelve yellow apples lovely to see
On one crab-tree.
And on each twig of every tree in the dell
Crystals both dark and bright of the the rain
That begins again.

The Seven Ages of Man

 The Seven Ages of Man
All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.
And then the whining school-boy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honour, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slipper'd pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side,
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank; and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.


Death be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

How Do I Love Thee?

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,—I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!—and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest;
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

She Walks in Beauty

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meets in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens o'er her face,
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek and o'er that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,—
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent

Let it all start with a kiss

Let it all start with a kiss.
May it all end with a smile.

She walks through the ocean of dreams.
He walks through the clouds of hope.

May their hopes and dreams converge
To form the most perfect of unions.

One soul, one dream, one hope.
With love that will not end with death,

But grow with each passing day,
On Earth as well as in Heaven.

A love that cannot be surpassed,
Nor can it be matched.

I love you so deeply

I love you so deeply
I love you so much

The sound of your voice
The feel of your touch

I love your warm smile
Your kind and thoughtful way

The joy that you bring
To my life everyday

I love you today
As I have from the start

I'll love you forever
With all of my heart

The world holds many treasures

The world holds many treasures
And I give them all to you
All of nature's beauty
Blooming just for you

I give to you the rainbows
With their colors oh so bold
When after a gentle rain
It shines for you like gold

I give to you the rivers
With their waters oh so clear
Crashing over boulders
Their river song for you to hear

I give to you the stars
That twinkle oh so bright
High above us in the sky
Shining for you in the night

I give to you the waterfalls
With their beauty oh so grand
Tumbling over mountains
Falling into your hand

I give to you the clouds
That are oh so grand to see
Gracefully floating in the sky
Making shapes for you to see

I give to you the flowers
With their fragrance oh so great
With their petals full of color
Blooming for you at full rate

I give to you the rain
With their drops as fine as dew
Cleansing the land it falls on
Shining the world just for you

So these are all the treasures
That I can give to you
To finish off my gift
I give my undying love too

Whenever i see the dark blue sea

Whenever i see the dark blue sea
i always wonder where the end could be
ships are moving on it so freely
just like on the lake, floats lily
Sometimes it seems so quiet n calm
i afraid even a pebble could do the harm
I heard about shells, in which there r pearls
found in the depth, not in wave curls
I always pray 'Please God give me one of them'
so i could put it in my collection of gem
I like to see the waves on the bay
coming towards me n then run away
I often go there with my mom n dad
i play, i enjoy n i feel so glad

Yesterday i saw an enlightening dream

Yesterday i saw an enlightening dream
i met with a girl all dressed in green
her delicate walk
inspired me a lot
her voice so sweet
that i want her to talk
suddenly an angel
came from the west
n to the girl he said
by the God u r not blessed
i m surprised by his words
on his words i couldn't trust
in my surprise
i heard a voice
'For her. her beauty has no use at all
Beauty of faces matters but besides
only if we have a beauty inside'

Holding you in my arms cursing my hands

Holding you in my arms cursing my hands
Regretting what I've done, knowing it will never mend.
Calling your name out loud, holding my head.
Remembering the things I've done, and all the things I said.
I know why you went away, you don't need to explain.
Not much left that I can say, but you don't need THIS PAIN.
Lying flat upon my back, face up to the sky.
Counting all the stars, for all the times I made you cry.
I loved you, I hurt you, I pushed you far away.
I love you, I want you, but you don't need THIS PAIN.
Holding in my hand, a tear stained photograph.
I'm the one who let you go, now I don't know where you're at

My Mother

My Mother

I see sadness in the eyes of a woman,
Who tries hard to smile, whenever she can.
Sometimes she cries with her lips held tight,
Trying to control herself,with all her might.
At times she's filled with so much enthusiasim &
Flowery bloom,
I think with her one laugh, she can lighten the room.
I have never thought of angels,up above,
Are they more beautiful than a mother's love.
My friend, my guide, more than my heart & soul,
Ahe was the one who kept me warm in the darkness of
She's my love,my eyes & the one holding my hand,
She's my desert of heaven & i am her sand.
I wish i could give her all the happiness of the
A song with unique lyrics,which she never had heard.
Whenever i have hugged her,there is a feeling to never
let go,
I wish i could sleep on her lap every other day or so.
I can never forget the day when i was getting married,
Tears dampening her cheeks & many unspoken words.
The first time she picked my son in her hands,
Her eyes were filled with remarkable twinklem,while
She kissed my forhead.
Her tears are more than pearl for me,
That only my eyes can see.

I pray that, all her dreams may come true,
My life dedicated to her, with a card sayin 'i love you'.

Despite It All

Despite It All

Despite the place,
That I'm now in,
This corner of my life,
That tells where I've been...

Despite the set backs,
That I face,
Or of the tears,
That leave a trace...

Despite the time,
That distance brings,
Or life's little quirks,
And all other things...

Despite that fact,
That I still live,
Memories of a past,
I can't forgive...

Despite the rains,
That flood the trail,
Despite life's winds,
A force of gale...

Despite the moon,
Laying hidden behind,
The tracks I time,
Within my mind...

Despite harsh words,
Whispered aloud,
Or of the sun,
Behind the clouds...

Despite the way,
Life comes about,
My love for you,
There is no doubt...

Conquer Time

Conquer Time

Take my hand
And walk with me
Through endless life
A world to see

Give your dreams
Your thoughts laid bare
And feel the love
I long to share

Bring your soul
A love entwined
A twist of fate
Two lives combined

Take my heart
It's in your care
I'll take yours too
If you will share

Give your pain
I'll take it all
And keep you safe
To never fall

Bring your love
And I'll bring mine
We'll test our will
To conquer time

Feelings From My Heart

Feelings From My Heart

Our time together has been oh so great;
It is you only, I want to embrace!
When I look into those gorgeous eyes;
I can see the love you feel inside!

You are the man I've always dreamed of;
Someone who deserves to feel my love!
You're the one, I want to hold me tight;
To kiss me each morning, and tell me goodnight!

Life is too short to bicker and fight;
Tonight could be, our very last night!
I'm here with you, no matter how rough the ride;
I promise you, I will be by your side.

We can be together for the rest of our lives;
As long as we let God be our guide!
He's brought us this far and worked things out;
My feelings for you, please never doubt!

I'll be your lover, I'll be your best friend;
As long as you let me, from now till the end!
This I tell you, from the bottom of my heart;

Where do the good times disappear

Where do the good times disappear

When they have come and gone...

Replaced with new friends, not by choice,

But 'cause something went wrong?

My new friends may bring with them,

Some words that make me smile,

Still I feel melancholy,

For what was once 'our' style.

I think about Times passage,

About a promise gone,

Are friendships not forever?

Meant not to last for long?

At end of each new day now,

Without a word from you...

I try to cover up the hurt,

Pretend that I'm not blue.

I try to go on with my life,

Accept you're not a part,

But sad eyes are the mirror of,

The ache that fills my heart.

Slow Dance

Slow Dance 

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance
so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last .

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

In The Season Of Fear

In The Season Of Fear

Those birds who want to try their wings against the odds of nature
who want to explore the working of the wind
Are now afraid to fly in open skies.
They know the one who'll hunt them down, and they
also knowwhich net,
But who knows what scheme he's hatching and on which
branch he'll start.
Hunters...blind as their consciences...hunters that
seek to silence
The growing chorus of birds in the branches...
Set out to open every door of tyranny they can.
O Lord!
Even trees are now frozen with fear
As their branches wait for the fruit of voices
Who'll protect those birds who need to fly
In open skies with the shadow of your grace.
Grace them with the season of deliverance

Join my Tea Party

Join my Tea Party ...!!!

It's winter
The snow licks the ground
With a hungry mouth

We drink tea
From blood stained tea cups
The decapitated tea drinker
Lies on the floor near by

Its winter
The rain dribbles over a piece of flesh
Eyes dazed

We eat biscuits
Of saucers
Of gristle and bone

Its winter
We toast the season of death
Thick mud
Engulfs the tea drinker
We strip the fat from his bones

Its winter
We've lay in wait all year
Passion the chainsaws
Ready for the man hunt
For ripping sinew

It's winter
Leaves shiver
Wrap there nakedness
In coats of plucked
Human flesh

We salute
Absence of love
Open the cemetery gates
To death

It's winter
We make umbrellas
Of shin
Woven human hair

To walk the streets
Amongst the normals
Smell the human sweat in the air

It's winter
The snow licks the park bench
And the hobo's coat
With a hungry mouth

We drink tea
From blood stained tea cups

Welcome to the season of fear

The useless dawn finds me in a deserted street

The useless dawn finds me in a deserted street-
corner; I have outlived the night.
Nights are proud waves; darkblue topheavy waves
laden with all the hues of deep spoil, laden with
things unlikely and desirable.
Nights have a habit of mysterious gifts and refusals,
of things half given away, half withheld,
of joys with a dark hemisphere. Nights act
that way, I tell you.
The surge, that night, left me the customary shreds
and odd ends: some hated friends to chat
with, music for dreams, and the smoking of
bitter ashes. The things my hungry heart
has no use for.
The big wave brought you.
Words, any words, your laughter; and you so lazily
and incessantly beautiful. We talked and you
have forgotten the words.
The shattering dawn finds me in a deserted street
of my city.
Your profile turned away, the sounds that go to
make your name, the lilt of your laughter:
these are the illustrious toys you have left me.
I turn them over in the dawn, I lose them, I find
them; I tell them to the few stray dogs and
to the few stray stars of the dawn.
Your dark rich life ...
I must get at you, somehow; I put away those
illustrious toys you have left me, I want your
hidden look, your real smile -- that lonely,
mocking smile your cool mirror knows.

What can I hold you with?

What can I hold you with?
I offer you lean streets, desperate sunsets, the
moon of the jagged suburbs.
I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked
long and long at the lonely moon.
I offer you my ancestors, my dead men, the ghosts
that living men have honoured in bronze:
my father's father killed in the frontier of
Buenos Aires, two bullets through his lungs,
bearded and dead, wrapped by his soldiers in
the hide of a cow; my mother's grandfather
--just twentyfour-- heading a charge of
three hundred men in Peru, now ghosts on
vanished horses.
I offer you whatever insight my books may hold,
whatever manliness or humour my life.
I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never
been loyal.
I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved,
somehow --the central heart that deals not
in words, traffics not with dreams, and is
untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.
I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at
sunset, years before you were born.
I offer you explanations of yourself, theories about
yourself, authentic and surprising news of
I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the
hunger of my heart; I am trying to bribe you
with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.

You've stolen my sleep

You've stolen my sleep
You've stolen my peace

I am restless now
I am helpless now

You've left me to make a decision between love and friendship
You've left me hardly any choice

I am nothing without your friendship
I am everything with his love

You've made me fragile
You've made me breakable

I am tearless now; all my tears have dried up
And the reason is only you

You've stolen my mind
You've stolen "Me"..

Failed Friendships

Failed Friendships

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
Losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past
but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me.
All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back.
But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong..

When I Cry No One Seems To Hear Me Cry

When I Cry, No One Seems To Hear Me Cry,
Or Is It Just What I Think?
When I Cry Tears Don’t Come From My Eyes, But From My Heart.
My Tears Sting And Bring Soo Much Pain To Me,
But Bring Joy And Happiness To Others.

When I Cry, I Cry No One Comforts Me.
I’ve Been Crying Ever Since My Heart Started Beating.
Who Would Comfort A Crying Heart For That Long?
I Guess The World Is Moving Too Fast To Care For A Crying Heart.
Life Its Self Is In A Hurry To Hear Me Cry.

When I Cry, My Heart Draws The Pain And Sorrow Inside Of Me.
Some Just Take A Fresh Breath In The Wind To Feel Free And At Peace,
My Heart Cries, Who Can Do That For Me?
Crying Is All I Do, Crying Is All My Heart Does..

Dry leaves lying on ground

Dry leaves lying on ground..
Is this the reward which they found..
Golden days passed, what a fall.
To whom should they cry.
To whom should they call.
Their master weeps and sheds tears.
What a pale mourning dress he wears,
Why are they silent, why dont they say.
Dissolves in ground, meets their mate.
Golden days are back, what a faith....!!!

Saying I do

Saying I do
Is more than saying I love you
It goes beyond describing how my love is true
Because words are not enough to express my love for you.

Saying I do
Is like saying I am here for you
That I am ready to see what the future may bring
Because we are together in everything.

Saying I do
Is saying I am now complete because of you
That the pieces of the puzzle called "my life"
Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love".

And now I am saying "I DO"
As I walk down the aisle with you
This is a lifetime promise that I will hold
A promise I make until we grow old.

How blessed I am that you are in my life

How blessed I am that you are in my life
Not a day goes by when I do not think of you
You make everything alright
To you I do not have to prove myself
For you know me
I love you

How blessed I am that you are in my life
How honoured I am to be a part of yours
Memories made and shared
With you the one I love
My friend, my lover, my prince...

Sometimes at night when I look to the sky

Sometimes at night when I look to the sky
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Should you ever feel alone

Should you ever feel alone
If finding times hard to bare
You can still count on me
Know I shall always be there

You shall be in my thoughts
If you are hurting, I feel it too
It is my friendship sincerity
I shall forever share with you

There each step of the way
My support you can depend
I will listen if you need me
With love your forever friend

Thinking about you every moment of day

Thinking about you every moment

Thinking about you
every moment of day
thinking of something
i could say
to tell you how much
i love you so
if i could
i just don't know
i love you so much
its so hard to explain
but i do and it
drives me insane
to have you not
and to feel this way
its real hard
i miss my babe.
you my love
are my everything
my light my world
my dream my sweet girl.
i love everything about you
everything and more
i love the lil' things you do,
which i so much adore
never will i find anyone
close to you
never will i ever want
to replace you,
you forever
thats my need
don't want it any other way
ill beg on my knees
cause it hard enough
not having u now
but in my heart
your safe and sound
you my dear
my hug bear
everything i love about you
i swear
and if true love
feels this way
then I'm drowning in a pool
of it everyday.
i miss you my love
wishing your were here
so i could whisper one thing
into your ear
that would be so true
i would say that i
forever love you.

How You Make Me Feel

How You Make Me Feel

You are beautiful to me in more ways than you can see,
You are always on my mind,
it is obvious that you are the world to me.
From your amazing smile, to the sparkle in your eye,
I don't know how else to say it,
you make me want to be a better guy.
You can think that I am crazy,
and you can think that I am a fool,
But everytime that I am with you, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.
Since the day I set eyes on you, your all that I have been thinking of,
Just take my hand, and I will give you everlasting love.
I do not know how to explain it, I feel I'm losing my mind,
But a girl as wonderful as you, is very hard to find.
You mean a lot to me, and you are special in your own way,
You make me feel good inside, and you light up my day.
In all past relationships all they did was give you pain and harm, but I promise you this,
as long as your with me,I will never do you wrong.
There is nothing more than I would rather do,
than taking the time, and spending it with you.
You make me laugh, and you make me smile, on you God went the extra mile.
There is something special about you that sets you apart,
and when I laid eyes on you, you captured my heart.
I have prayed to God to bring me someone like you,
And once you came into my life, I knew that my wish had come true.
I am in love with you, and you are always on my mind,
I want to say I love you, and I want you forever by my side.

Dedicated to my.........who lights up my every day with Sunshine.

I Love You!!!!



This special card I send to you,
To offer my apology.
I hurt the one I love so much,
The one who means so much to me.

Miss you more and more each day.
My heart is aching for you.
Say you will forgive me, dear,
Then I'll prove to you my love is true.

You and I

You and I

I went through life, meandering,
Where life's road is taking me.
One day up, the other, down,
Knowing not my destiny.

All these years you were there;
As was I. Firm boundaries in place.
Then one day, these fences fell,
Leaving us both free to choose.

Now we have choices, yes we do -
A freedom until now not known.
No demands, no expectations;
Could we meet our separate needs?

You are most wonderful by far, more
Than anyone I've ever met.
You give, you love, you share -
Could this be it for both of us?

You are kind, loving and warm;
You give so much day by day.
And I receive that warmth from you,
Will you tell me what you really feel?

The days are early - we have time;
About what's important to us both.
If we were meant for one another,
Will all be revealed in time to come?

Regardless of the signs right now,
We will soon know if it's for real.
We both need time to heal and grow;
Before embracing that new tomorrow!

But while we share this journey dear,
Let's enjoy what's ours to share.
Let's be gentle with each other,
And enjoy what fate has sent our way!

I love you angel, that you know;
You are such a perfect mate!
I would take you as my own,
If I knew you felt the same.

Friendship, love, respect and trust,
Solidly in place for both of us.
A foundation under construction;
For you, for me, our little ones.

You and I,
Please Lord!
Just let it be.

If time could stand still I’d freeze it here

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

Why I feel this way

Why I feel this way
Only time will tell
As I wish upon a star by this wishing well

We seem so perfect together
Like lighter than a feather

When we walk together
It seems like forever

Together we seem in love
I feel the soar of a dove
Brush by
Like an eagle in the sky

You mean so much to me
But im afraid that we could not be

I want to tell you so bad
One day maybe I will and you’ll be glad

So in this poem I write
This is what I feel tonight

Have you ever missed someone?

Have you ever missed someone?
And wanted them so bad,
That every day you feel like breaking,
Into a million blades of sand,

Have you ever felt so cold,
That you tremble from within?
Your heart just feels like breaking
And you just want to give in.

Have you ever wanted to collapse,
And disappear with the setting sun?
Never to rise again,
Knowing that they have won,

I try to make sense of this,
To understand why I hurt,
Yet my smiles gone,
My tears are fresh,
And I’m the one that’s torn,

What I would give to just talk to you,
To hear your sense of reason,
It’s almost as if seeking advice from another,
Is the biggest form of treason.

I just want you,
I’m a mess without you here,
My eyes are shut, my body numb,
My heart is full of fear,

And as I stare up at the sky,
Your face keeps looking back,
I’m not perfect, I know I am not,
It’s feelings that I lack,

Yet none of that all matters,
When I am looking into your eyes,
The world is dark and brooding,
Just tell me this is not just lies,

Because in the end I never want,
For us to say goodbye.

Because right now,
It’s safe to say,
I am a mess,
But I am alive,

I just miss you,
More than I can describe

If only I had the guts to tell you how I feel

If only I had the guts to tell you how I feel
I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real.
And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared,
Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared...

But right now, I just have to let our fate flow,
Going down the right path, the one that we both know.
I don't want to admit- too many feelings of mine,
In case I scare you off, but I really am genuine.

I just hope that what I see, of you is just the truth,
Because I’d love for both of us to eventually pursue.
I’m standing here, as patient as I know how,
And even if you disagree, my mind will disavow.

I wish we both could just want the same thing,
As each day progresses, happiness is what I’d bring.
You know that we are made for each other,
So just give me a chance, just don’t say never.

You really worry me when you blow hot and cold,
If there is a problem just let your mind unfold.
And I know that you're afraid of commitment,
I can be too, but just think of the times we've spent.

So as time moves on, I hope we get together,
So when the time is right, I can say - always and forever.
And right now, these feelings I have to hide,
Because I’m afraid, ill lose this chance for life.

So from this day onwards, I will wait,
For you to come and tell it straight,
I hope the decision you choose is me,
Can’t keep my hopes too high,
I’ll just have 2 wait and see.

How do I tell you how I feel about you

How do I tell you how I feel about you

everytime i think of you my body shakes
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you
that no matter what's going on in my life
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to
the words just wont come out
to you it may sound mushy or too cute
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to
love you more with each passing of the day
and that I want to be with you
come whatever may.

Just how much I love you

Just how much I love you

Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

I sometimes sit for hours
Just to hear from you
And when you never ring
I'm unsure what to do

I lay awake in bed sometimes
With you stuck in my head
Sometimes I question your love for me
Or that your with someone else instead

Sometimes I walk at night
Just to gaze at a lonely star
Sometimes I fall to tears
Because you are so far

And every now and then
When I do speak to you
I always get worried
Incase you say we're through

So do you ever wonder
Just what I'm doing too?
And do you know
Just how much I think of you

Because if tomorrow doesn't come
And I haven't spoke to you
How will you ever know?
Just how much I love you



I seek in prayerful words, dear friend,
My heart's true wish to send you,
That you may know, that far or near,
My loving thoughts attend you.

I cannot find a truer word,
Nor better to address you;
Nor song, nor poem have I heard,
Is sweeter than God bless you!

God bless you! So I've wished you all
Of brightness life possesses;
For can there any joy at all
Be yours unless God blesses?

God bless you! So I breathe a charm
Lest grief's dark night oppress you,
For how can sorrow bring you harm
If 'tis God's way to bless you?

And so, "through all thy days
May shadows touch thee never - "
But this alone - God bless thee -
Then art thou safe forever.

And I would do anything for love

And I would do anything for love
I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love
I'll never lie to you and that's a fact

But I'll never forget the way you feel right now--
Oh no--no way--
I would do anything for love
But I won't do that
I won't do that
Anything for love
I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
But I won't do that
I won't do that

Some days it don't come easy
Some days it don't come hard
Some days it don't come at all
and these are the days that never end

Maybe I'm crazy
But it's crazy and it's true
I know you can save me
No one else can save me but you

As long as the planets are turning
As long as the stars are burning
As long as your dreams are comming true--
You better believe it!--

That I would to anything for love
And I'll be there until the final act--
I would do anything for love!
And I'll take a vow and seal a pact--

But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way--
I would do anything for love!
I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
But I won't do that
I won't do that...

I would do anything for love
Anything you've been dreaming of
But I just won't do that...

Somedays I pray for silence
Somedays I pray for sould
Somedays I just pray to the God of Sex and Drums and Rock'N Roll

Some night I lose the feeling
Some nights I lose control
Some night I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls

Maybe I'm lonely
And that's all I'm qualified to be
There's just one and only
The one and only promise I can keep

As long as the wheels are turning
As long as the fires are burning
As long as your prayers are coming true--
You better believe it--!

That I would do anything for love!
And you know it's true and that's a face
I would do anything for love!
And there'll never be no turning back--

But I'll never do it better than I do it with you
So long--
So long--
I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
But I won't do that
I won't do that

I would do anything for love
Anything you've been dreaming of
But I won't do that...

But I'll never stop dreaming of you
Every night of my life--
No way--

I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love
But I won't do that
I won't do that!

Will you raise me up?
Will you help me down?
Will you get me right out if this Godforsaken town?
Will you make it all a little less cold?

I can do that!
I can do that!

Will you hold me sacred?
Will you hold me tight?
Can you colorize my life I'm so sick of black and white?
Can you make it all a little less old?

I can do that!
I can do that!

Will you make me some magic
With your own two hands?
Can you build an emerald city with these grains of sand?
Can you give me something I can take home?

I can do that!
I can do that!

Will you cater to every fantasy I got?
Will ya hose me down with holy water--if I get to hot--?
Will ya take me to places I've never known?

I can do that!
I can do that!

After a while you'll forget everything
It was a brief interlude
And a midsummer night's fling
And you'll see that it's time to move on

I won't do that!
I won't do that!

My Angel

My Angel
You come from the heavens
You come for me
For only me
Your heart shining brighter then the brightest star
Guiding me through darkness you save me
From the darkness that was once home
You take me by my hand and lift me up
You take me in your arms into the gate of the heavens
You take me to a bright light
You are my Angel

As I sit out here

As I sit out here,
Just one person comes to mind,
I ask myself why,
But no answer comes to mind,
Maybe it’s because I miss her or maybe because I wish she was here by my side,
But still no true answer comes to my mind,
But as I sit here,
My heart start beating faster and faster,
Suddenly my heart skips a beat,
I can't breathe I can't think I can't see,
I'm perplexed,
I ask myself why,
But only one answer can come to mind,
And it’s you,
You are my kryptonite,
You are the one that makes me weak,
The one that I look forward to seeing every waking minute that I breathe,
You are my all,

I am sorry that I made you cry

I am sorry that I made you cry
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I dont want to break up and I wish we didnt have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.


If she saw me now, would she hate me?
If she saw me frown, would she still "baby" me?
If she saw everything I've done, would she cry?
If she saw everything I've been through, would she wipe the tear from my eye?

When I laugh, does she smile?
When I cry, is she still by my side?
When I'm angry, would she still be the one person, who talks to me?
Or would she tell everyone else to stay away, for their own safety?

Why is she gone?
Why do I still miss her?
Why can't I get over the fact that i have to live without her?

Was she really the only one who understood me?
Did she really even care?
Why was she the only one, who was ever there?
Why must the one person I ever trusted in my life be gone?

What did I do to deserve this?
What did she do to deserve this?
Is this a punishment?

Why can no one answer my questions?
Why can't God answer my prayers?
Is it simple because he does not care?
Is she really the only one who cared??



life goes on,
so thats what they say.
as long as your heart,
still beats away.
but my life has ended,
my heart has stopped.
its no longer beating,
it just had to drop.

i fell for the lies,
like all the time.
you told me you loved me,
and that you were mine.
but now that your gone,
and your lies disappeared.
i can finally be me,
and be forever cleared.

my life is good,
my life is great.
without you here,
i'll set my life straight.
i will always miss,
the way you used to laugh.
the way you could,
make me smile when im sad.

i will always love you,
and forever care.
i wont ever forget,
the times we shared.
but its not enough,
to go back again.
cause this time
it really is the end.

I look at your smiling face

I look at your smiling face,
Your so weak, yet you have such strength,
You take a glance around this place,
You make the best of everything

You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try

We laugh, we cry
Sometimes we're broken and we don't know why,
I'm tired and I lose my way,
you help me find faith, oOo

You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try
Just give me another try

You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try

You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try
Just give me another try
Just give me another try

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